Surprise Surprise Surprise.....
i'm awake at f**king 6am in the morning....
and school only starts at 8am...
normally...
if school starts at 8am...
i'll be awake at 7.30....and i'll just try my darnest to get ready for school fast...
but...
since my dear beloved parents are on a cruise right now....
ME....being the eldest...
have to show some sort of responsibility...
even tho the younger brother refuses to sleep...because he wants to play gunbound....
i still have to wake him....admist the mumblings and curses....
sigh...
sad life...
oh well...
it's 6.28am...
i've done my job....
and i've got nothing to do at the moment....
sigh...
HERO...erm....well...some sort of...in a very weird way....
American Idol
erm...
although i totally admire this guy's guts...
oh..his name is William...
i TOTALLY admire his guts...
erm...
yar..
should really promote this spirit of doing what you want...
but...
he really can't sing...or dance for nuts....
seriously....
i can't help but laugh....
oh well....
Go WILLIAM!!!!
be a bathroom singer...or a karaoke singer...
but erm...
you're not exactly idol material tho...
:)
but...
YOU ROCK DUDE!!!!
YOU ROCK!!!
Funky German class and not-so-scary German teacher...
haha...
i like my german class...
:)
the lecture class....
need to specify lar..
cuz i already like my german tutorial class...
:)
they very farnie and lame one lar...
hahaha
made new friends....
one girl failed her driving test today....
haha
she's very farnie...
she also got 40+ points like me...
and i lose to her somemore...
she's got 44...i've got 42...
hahaha
she strike kerb 3 times...
hahahahahaha
yar..
very nice class..
and the lecturer also very nice today...
haha
dunno why...
:)
quite happy lar...
at least don't feel stoned when i ended class...
:)
kinda hyper...
:)
Longest Day
school starts at 10am today....
and ends at 8pm today...
and i've got 3 hours of breaks in between....
*sigh*
feeling very dead....
and....
apparently...
if you can't finish your practical by the 3 hours....
you'll have to come back to complete it...
THIS SUCKS....
>.<
sigh.....
oh well....
I'm TIRED
very tired...
i cleared my organic chemistry pre-lab report...
i cleared my german homework....
i'm tired.....
i also cleared a cup of martini on the rocks...
that was in the afternoon...
so...
in that order...
Org Chem....
Martini....
Sleep...
Dinner...
German....
so well...
i'm kinda stoned now....
very very stoned....
*sigh*
4 hours of Stoning makes me a Rock....I ROCK.....
oh well...
yeap...
i've had 4 hours of stoning time today...
from 2pm to 6pm...
oh well..
had alicia and taiyu to accompany me till 3pm...i think...
yeah...
we were eating lunch at science...and...
the lion dance troop was there....
loads of banging drums and stuff...
very noisy....
we were practically screaming our conversation out...
*sigh*
and it rained....
heavily...
kinda describes my mood too...
oh well...
oh..
and milo rained on me today...
during lecture....
kay lar...not really pissed and stuff lar...
cuz the one who spilt it is kinda sorta my friend...
as in i know her lar...
haha
oh well...
i'm nice...
what else can i say....
oh...
yar..
back to my sad, rainy mood...
it's actually PMS...
okok
that was too much information...
oops
yeah...
anyway...
i wrote a diary entry today...
as in I WROTE....
not typed....
did quite alot of stuff in this 4 hours...
kinda proud of myself really....
managed to copy vivian's organic notes....for the lecture that i ponned....
managed to copy the answers to tomorrow's tutorial...that i can't really be bothered to calculate...
and well....
did a bit of german...
yeap...
but i've got tons of work coming up soon....
i've got one chem assignment....
i've gotta complete my organic chem tut for next week....
i've gotta copy the pre lab assignment for my organic chem lab tomorrow....to hand up on friday....
and i've got a german test next week...
and a chem test next week....
very very very busy girl.....
sigh....
poor ol' me....
oh well....
life sucks....
(i need a straw....)
I WANT THIS SONG!!!!!
silje nergaard's The Waltz
Strike up the band let it play
Whatever it chooses and I'll say
Play me a waltz if you will
I'll sit here and listen waiting until
My love returns
To take my world
And spin it 'round
In dizzy swirl
Where girl loves boy
And boy loves girl
And feet don't touch the ground
no idea who this singer is...
but the lyrics looks nice...
:)
got it off some blog....
as usual...
i was blog surfing....
oh...for those peeps who actually know what's doing on in my life now...
erm..well...
i don't really like vietnam anymore...
yea...
a nice country....but not THAT nice...
so well...
no more vietnam...
:)
hope you guys understand...
anyway....
it's raining now...
and i've got no idea how am i supposed to go to school...
cuz i don't really wanna lug an umbrella around school...
so...
let's just wait and see...
and i had 2 ice creams for breakfast and lunch today...
that's all i'll be eating till dinner i guess...
1 cornetto and 1 magnum....
my fridge is currently loaded with ice-creams....
oh well...
going off to do german work...
1st group tutorial
abit paiseh...
cuz i didn't really do alot of questions...
rather...
i did only 2 questions out of 10....
haha
but...
well...
i made up for that...
i was the writer....
:D
i copied the answers nicely on the set that we're gonna hand in...
so..
oh well....
the day is saved by ME...
:)
Blog entry taken from here
i like this entry.....even tho i didn't write it...
:)
so true....
Love 'em or hate 'em
Right now the “guys suck”, “boys are stupid” and general anti-male sentiment is strong amongst my friends and myself. It is possibly because we are all embroiled in a collective soap opera starring boys who refuse to call, boys who have mood swings to rival girls with PMS, boys who show interest at the wrong time and boys just being what else but boys.
Sometimes, especially when you live an hour and a half away from us, it doesn’t hurt to call. Sometimes, especially when we see each other for the first time in weeks don’t yell sweet nothings into our ear, promise to call and then not call, because we hate it when you think you can repeat the same routine over again and we’ll forgive you. The third time is not a charm – it is lethal. It is also very unkind to showcase your greatest assets in the first month, make us fall for you and then once you have us wrapped around your beer guts, transform into insensitive arseholes. It is also not very nice, to be indescribably sexy, funny and interested in us when we are not single. Why wait until we are unavailable to make your move? You know you’re tempting because your tan matches your killer arms and Colgate smile perfectly but you should know that if we have put up with weeks of the same no-calling-then-apologising-then-promising-to-call-and-then-not-calling-again routine that we are at least committed to being some arsehole’s girl.
Because sometimes that arsehole – when nobody is looking – makes our heart dance like a Spanish chicken listening to the Macarena. Because sometimes that arsehole – when nobody is listening – says things that invoke emotions the greatest of all literature could not invoke in us. Sometimes that stupid arsehole is nothing short of imperfectly perfect. He does stupid things, makes us feel like shit and sometimes even makes us cry but nobody kisses like he does, makes silence worth listening to like he does, or makes us feel that all the trouble is worth it like he does. It sucks to know that even if Mr. Perfect strolled around the corner, he could not compare to the arsehole whose cheeky smile, carefree ways and I’m-sorry-kiss makes perfection seem mundane.
Ugh. Gotta hate the way boys can make you love them.
Jamie's Invention!!
haha...
my friend has some project thingy...
have to come up with something that is unique....creative...and not on the market...
and it has to do with motion....
so anyway....
i've got kc to help....
the idea was there....but it was VERY COMMON....
i mean....
a toy boat????!!!???? it's like out on the market how many decades ago?
haha
but still...because i'm not creative and stuff...
i was trying to promote that idea....cuz i couldn't be bothered to think of another idea...
anyway...
got Shawn to think of ideas....
and....
*drumrolls*
he had NONE...not really surprising tho...since after he said he was going to think about it...i found him in gunbound....
*i've been getting engineering students to think of stuff because they should know more stuff about motion than a chemistry student....but i also forgot that they were more boring than chemistry students....*
so...
back to the story....
well...
during Chinese New Year....i saw my baby niece playing on her walker...
and ta-dah!
got IDEA!!!
since there are already people making baby walkers for land usage?
how about making baby walkers for WATER usage?
like for swimming pools and stuff...
well...
kinda innovative right?
anyway....it was just an idea...
and instead of the wheels...you could add a propeller or motor or something...
:)
and you could add netting to the bottom of the float to make sure that the baby won't come out of it...
:)
anyway....
it's COPYRIGHTED by me....
so...
yar....
don't steal my idea...
it's the bestest idea i've came up with...since....dunno when...
*grins*
kinda proud of myself...
Glimpse of the future...supposedly
hmmm...
option 1
i wanna live in a farm....
:)
always wanted that...
but i've always had enough cash to last me a lifetime till i'm dead...
so that i wouldn't have to kill any of the animals and stuff...
:)
anyway...
more realistically...
since the only way i would have enough cash to last me a lifetime is if...
i strike first price in 4D...altho it still wouldn't get me much after paying taxes and stuff...or..
i find a rich guy to marry....
hmmm....
what are the chances....
close to nil?
*grins*
anyway..a more feasible plan....
i work for a couple of years...
i buy a small plot of land....either in australia or new zealand or texas...
i rear chickens and ducks...hahaha....
and i'll have 3 kids....
and well....
okok
i need a rich guy for this dream to actually work out....
Option 2
i'll work for a couple of years to save some cash....
get married...
buy a house....
those white picket houses....that we DON'T have in singapore...
quit my job after my first kid....
have 3 kids...
be a loving mum and wife...
:)
and even the car that i want has changed from a Porsche to a normal family car...
:)
yar...
and i want my kids to grow up in a nice neighbourhood...
where everyone knows everyone...
and everyone takes care of everyone...
like a BIG family...
and if possible...
my kids can fall in love with their childhood sweethearts or something....
so cool right?
Awwwwww....
:)
anyway..this dream is feasible only OUTSIDE SINGAPORE....most prob australia...new zealand...america....etc....
and i don't even need a rich guy for this....all i need is a good, nice, loving husband with a regular job....
:)
i don't mind being a housewifey.....as long as i won't be like the usual singapore housewife...aka the ah soh...
i wanna have my own HOUSE...a HOUSE not a FLAT or an APARTMENT....
a HOUSE....
yar....
then the attic will be the coziest place in the WHOLE house...
and my kids will be running outdoors all day long....
awwwwwww........
*daydreams*
I'm HOME
so?
did you guys have a very good new year?
are you guys all rich kids?
*grins*
the money i've collected from malaysia are gone...
not even enough to tahan 3 days in genting...
cuz it really isn't that much...
and i really can't be bothered to keep them...
so...
well....
been buying starbucks ice caramel macchiato and mocha coffees to drink...
and tho i didn't even step foot into the cybercafe...
which i said i would...
and i didn't play CS...
which i also said i would...
and i didn't really ride loads of rides in the theme park...
i had a BAH time there...
don't really like it...
*horrible*
smoke everywhere...
oh well...
guess i'm not the type of person who would actually be impressed by genting...
rather...
i was kinda repulsed by it...
*yuck*
however...
i had glimpses of what i want my future to be....
seriously...
and though it may lack the high flying lifestyle that i was once seeking...or pursuing...
i like it...
guess i've mellowed in my plans for the future...
that's good...
i think...
to be continued...
Rich Kid
haha..
i've got kinda an okay amount of ang pows considering the fact that i've only cover 80% of my relatives places today...
:)
not too bad...
think i've collected a couple of hundred bucks worth of ang pows...
:)
not too bad huh?
haha
kinda high now anyway...
because i've drank a glass of martini...
and white wine...
etc...
haha
oh well...
and i still managed to teach my cousin MOLE CONCEPT (chemistry) after that...
i'm quite a good drinker...if i must say so myself...
:)
anyway...
i'll be away from tomorrow...
will be going to genting...
land of the SMOKERS and GAMBLERS...
>.<
sigh...
now i know why there's so much mist over at genting...
it's actually smokers' smoke in disguise...
*shhhh*
don't tell anyone....
bah...
have to go and pack my stuff....
going to bring a BIG FAT BOOK of ORGANIC CHEMISTRY and STATISTICS to do....
*nerd*
anyway...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
MAY YOU GUYS BE ALL RICH KIDS!!!!
:)
Frohes Chinesisches Neujahr!
this means happy chinese new year in german...
:)
cool huh?
may you guys get loads of ang pows and stuff....
*BIG HUG*
ALL IS GOOD IN THE WORLD TODAY!!!!
ps..
sorry about all the erm....anger in the last entry....
JOY TO THE WORLD!!!!
fuck the world
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
I'M DAMM PISSED OFF NOW....
DON'T ASK ME WHY....
IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF A STUPID PERSON..
AND A STUPID FREAKING DUMB THING THAT I'VE DONE...
NO ONE TO BLAME BUT MYSELF....
FUCK FUCK FUCK
feel like juz plomping into bed and start wailing my eyes out....
but sigh...
dammit....
nobody to console me except for my faithful tub of Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia...
they are a girl's BEST FRIENDS....
it's damm hard to act as if nothing is wrong...when there's something really very wrong happening...
had a hard time acting in german class...
had to protray a happy, cheerful, crappy me...
even though i'm feeling stinky, bad tempered, and pissed...and depressed...
hate this feeling man...
fuck the world...
it's a damm screwed place to live in....
but a small part of me wishes that i'm wrong...
a tiny flicker of hope..
i hope everything turns out right tomorrow....
i need a bottle of alcohol or wine and some sleeping pills to pop....
i need to escape reality....
oh my....
guido's 5 yrs older than me...25 this year....
manchick's 15 yrs older than me....35 this year...
Nem's a year older...20 this year
and i do not really wanna find out the ages of the rest...
haha
kidding...
they're OLD....
not really That old...
but i'm one of the youngest ass kicking members of STFU...
*beams*
kinda proud of it too..
:)
i'll go genting to play CS on their server...
YAY!!!
i'll frag them all
:)
Jamie OWNS!
Illusion and Reality
somehow...
if i had to make a decision...
i'll choose illusion...
there's no one to judge you when you're in your own dreamworld...
no rubbish to be dumped on you...
no criticisms...
no unfriendly looks...stares...thoughts...
you can be you in your own world...
no more false pretences...
no more hiding behind that pretty facade that you took so long to paint for the world to see...
you get to lose your inhibitians...
let out the part in you that you were always scared to show..
there's so much unrest in the world now...
hatred stemming from every stupid little thing..
as what minh said....
as u can see, i like to pretend im in a lil fantasy world most of the time cause reality is so boring and sometimes harsh, an instead of thinking im crazy, u seem to compliment with this part of me...
IRC
hey people...
i guess i might be hanging out on irc more often now...
but not on galaxynet tho...
alas...
*grins*
cuz my guild people are on gamesnet...
they've got their own channels and stuff so i'll be hanging there instead...
:)
anyway..doesn't really make much of a difference does it?
since i don't think that there will be people on galaxynet anymore...
:)
you guys can still find me on icq tho...
yeah...
oh well..
cheers..
Touche
nice beer...
really recommand it to all the beer guzzling people out there...
:)
it's better than your average Tiger beer...
looks so much classier...and sophisticated...
:)
it's not too bad for a beer lar...
haha
and tonight's a great time for a beer...
don't ask me why...
just feel like having one..
and the bottle of Touche was there...
so...
well..
tried it....
liked it..
and
I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC...
:)
i'm just a social drinker....
haha
yea..
*grins*
The Trouble With Love Is ---> Kelly Clarkson
haha..
this is a very nice song....
wanted to give it 4 thumbs up...but considering the fact that i've only got 2 thumbs...
so...then...
2 Thumbs Up
:)
anyway...
kinda stoned now...
haha
played gunbound till 4am last night...
:)
quite fun lar...
been a while since i played with local friends..
haha...
been playing with american peeps for the whole of this week...
:)
anyway...
here are the 2 verses that i like alot...cuz it's soo true...
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind
It'll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See you've got no say at all
Farewell Mickey
Mickey passed away today...
Heart attack...
Poor dog...
he's kinda strong...
after the visit last week...
i thought he couldn't hold on much longer...
but he's braver than i thought...
he lasted through another week...
perhaps giving people a chance to bid farewell to him...
perhaps giving himself more time to spend with the family that has treated him so well..
in anyway...
mickey...i feel has been a strong lil' soldier...
miss him man...
he is on my wallpaper in my laptop..
:(
well...
like what mel said...
All dogs go to heaven...
Peace be with you....
*wails*
issit me or is the blogouts thingy not working?
hmmm....
anyway...
gotta run to school now...
if i lived in a kampong...
i'll be running like the kids from the PAO BA HAI ZI show...
i'm mostly late for lectures...
usually lar...
haha..
anyway...this is the continuation of the ABOVE
haha
i'm back from lecture liao...
today was very early leh...surprising hor..
haha
managed to book 7 seats....
SEVEN leh....
haha
:)
If death is termination,
and birth is the initiation,
then the human souls are spawned for expiration.
Life loses definition... like an illusion.
And if dreams are also illusions,
then life is but a dream.
A manifestion of the mind that awakens to death.
Is there more to it than that? Does it matter?
Since death is inevitable...
then death is the sole truth...
everything else is just a notion society has put on us to believe.
Most people fear death...
but of course who would desire to awake from a pleasant dream...
is it ignorance or stubbornness?
There is no meaning in life...
Question: why do we live then?
Answer: We live to have a meaningful death, and by death, I mean awakening.
Only in death can you see with your soul what you have lived for.
So you have not loved, or believed until you die for it...
and if you can't die for anything...
then your life is nothing more than hypocrisy...:-(
this is by Minh...
:)
and another one...
1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.
You chose the long road--you take your time and do not fall in
love easily.
2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a
relationship, while the number of white represents what you
expect in return.
You give 50% and expect 50% in return.
3. This question represents your attitude towards handling
relationship problems.
You like to get the person yourself--you are a more direct
person and like to work out problems immediately.
4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like to see
your boy/girlfriend.
You want to place the roses on the bed--you like to see him/her
a lot.
5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.
You prefer the person to be asleep--you love the person as the
way s/he is.
6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.
You chose the longer road--you will tend to stay in love for
a long time.
That's all folks. Best wishes to those who are in love.
Love Quiz
kinda accurate and stuff....
haha
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You are tolerant; you'll try very hard not to commit adultery.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
Love Test
hmm....
german class was ok today...
cuz beilin and i were trying to blend into the wall...
haha..
:)
haha..
anyway...my lecture group isn't that bad lar...
kinda nice...
:)
what can i say...
i'm a friendly person...
:)
met a couple of new people today...
mel's friends from sociology society and from german class...
and i've got a few friends from last sem's german class in this class too...
so it isn't really that bad afterall..
:)
kinda tired now...
but i've gotta go look at some reaction maps thingy for my chemistry...
was too busy copying homework...didn't pay attention..
:)
yea...
there was a ton of stuff to copy...haha...
cuz...i can't be bothered to look for the information....
too much stuff to look at....
:)
lalalalaala....
it's a nice day....
:)
should i go for science bash?
shouldn't right?
i also think so....
:)
lalalalalala
oh yar...
we played a game in german class today...
kinda for revision purposes...
haha..
each person gets a name card...and you're supposed to find another person who has exactly the same stuff on the card as you...
I've got Johannes something...
haha..
63 years old...
hobbies are beer drinking...
i like...
:)
haha..
yea...
guess wad...
beilin is also Johannes....and the 2 people after her are also Johannes...
:)
haha
we found our matches even before the game started...
are we good or wad..
:)
ended up walking around the class trying to act as if we can't find our partners...
:)
mingled with a couple of acquaintances from german tut...and last german lecture...
:)
not too bad....
oh...and Johannes has no job...because he was one of the presidents of germany...
I'M A PRESIDENT!!! cool ar?
:)
abit hyper now...
cuz i gave mel her LOTR postcard set and i've got a bottle of Touche in return...
yea..
Touche is some high-class beer...
yea...supposed to taste nicer and more refined compared to your average Tiger beer...
:)
the bottle looks cool...
:)
and it costs 13bucks or something liddat outside...
:)
HomeWork
Wie Geht's?
Es geht's, danke! Und dir?
anyway...trying to practice abit of german...or else tmr malu myself...
haiz...
anyway...
yea...
cm1161's homework is tough man...
actually not really lar...
but have to search the net for resources..and i'm lazy...
and i have to hand up tmr...
most prob will copy lar...
like doing summary liddat lor...
main points there can liao...
ill change my own words and stuff...
:)
yea..
lalalalala
i've got a new monkey...
she's called Schweetheart...
haha
it's a Large Schweetheart from Ty....
all thanks to my sister...
haha
cuz of some reasons...he had to get me that...
haha
it was either that or get me the Xtra Large Schweetheart next year...
haha...
but if it's the second case ar...
i rather he wrap up the 100bucks in ang pow and gimme...
haha
anyway...
we went from bukit batok....to holland village....to tanglin mall....to lucky plaza....
travelled the whole of singapore...
haha...
actually got it at tanglin mall lar...
but...
we went to lucky plaza cuz he had to buy his levi's jeans...
damm rich guy...
>.<
anyway...wanna thank serene for letting me drag her all the way down from bukit batok to holland to town...
:)
so nice hor...
:)
yar...must spend more time with me and your ah gong wad....
since your timetable this sem so sucky...
haha..
not like mine..
:D
anyway...
i've got 3 free days this sem..
not exactly free...but not very packed...
:)
i'm free from 10am on mondays....before 2pm on tuesdays.... after 2pm on thursdays...other days i'm living in school...practically...so there's no point trying to make me leave my school...cuz...
i've got german lessons on wednesdays and fridays....from 6-8pm...
and i've got chemistry lab sessions from10am-1pm on fridays...
:)
*busy girl*
yea...
saturdays also have school...
got lectures from 10am-2pm...
lalalalalalalalala
kinda hyper...
since i've lagged out of gunbound and i don't plan to complete my homework...
:D
lalalaalala
The Result of The Test
haha....
I FAILED!!!
i've got 42points....
so...yar...
very interesting....
10 pts for striking kerb....
8 points for some other stupid thing lar...
then all the small stuff...
haha...
anyway...i'm not upset about it or anything...
cuz...yea...
haha....
kinda erm....relieved that i failed actually...
cuz i don't think i would dare to drive on the road even if i passed...
yea...
no courage and stuff...
haha
so...
this entry ends the trilogy of the driving test series...
haha
:)
The Day Of the Test
just came home from lecture...
anyway...
saw my neighbour's dog just now...
hahaha...
if it was a human....
it's kinda erm....sad...
haha...
let's try to describe it....
it's sorta looks like the wool rug that people buy when they go australia or new zealand...
you know...the furry furry types...
yea...
the dog is short....
very very short....i think it's actually sweeping the floor...haha
and...it's very furry....kinda nice lar...
and....yar...it waddles...
hahahahaha
short stumpy dog....
SOOOO CUTE....
*sigh*
nice dog man....
very very very cute....
very squishable...
:)
and i just bidded for my tutorials...hopefully i get the ones i want....
or else...
cuz i took so long to find a good german timeslot....
as in...not really good lar...but fits into my timetable mar...
and i've got company...so...yea...
it's 4-6 on tues...so...i'll be flying around again lar...
from science to arts....
haha...
yea...
something like this....
The Night Before the Test
haha...
just finished watching Shallow Hal on Vcd...
k lar...
not really very nervous or anything...
*grins*
i'm feeling alrighty....
yea...
thanks to all the peeps who've been trying to make me less nervous and stuff...
*hugs*
anyway...
nothing much to blog now....
going to bed soon....
abit sleepy liao...
and i've got a lecture on physical chemistry at 8am....
toodles!~
tomorrow's the driving test.....
HOW HOW HOW?????
wad if i jiao luan??
later my legs numb...
no feeling...
then...
my right leg keeps on pressing on the accelerator....
and my left leg presses the clutch...
then my engine keep on dying how??
then...
how??
HOW????
Statistics of everything...
very interesting...
GO!
my effing labby has a 56k modem...
can't really play gunbound on it...
>.<
oh well...
shall bring it to school to play...
hahaha
see how...
DuPont
hmm....
anyway...
i ought to be doing applied chemistry...
as in....
i've already decided to do it...
hmm...
even if i can't do drug chemistry....
i don't really mind doing materials chemistry....
yea..
my lecturer was telling us about this new type of CDs that sony has came up with...
i think it's sony lar...not too sure...
anyway...it's bio-degradable...
cuz it's made from corn....
CORN leh...the CORNY CORN....
dunno leh...
but think it's kinda cool lar...
making new stuff out of weird materials...
i don't mind doing that sort of work...
and DuPont is the world's second largest chemical company....
cool huh?
main office in the States....
*grins*
that's my aim man....
no more Glaxo-Kline....
Dupont is the ONE man...
cuz we were shown the figures that DuPont make over a year....
and it's WOAH....
so..
yea...
anyway...actually writting this post because....
erm...i'm trying to download gunbound into my labby...
a tad bit slow and stuff...
so...
juz blog lar...
and...
MY MUM DOES NOT THINK THAT I CAN PASS MY DRIVING ON FIRST ATTEMPT....
AND SHE KINDA DON'T WANT ME TO PASS....
cuz she says that i've got no confidence on the road...
which i agree...
so...
no pressure on me...
no pressure...
:)
and...i reckon that if i pass on first attempt....
i might not be able to use the car as and when i want to....
*whispers*
they don't trust me....
I HAD A NIGHTMARE ABOUT MY DRIVING TEST....
'twas horrible....
didn't really sleep from 2am onwards...
was mentally revising parallel parking...
vertical parking...
and all sorts of nonsense...
man...
feeling like the A levels once more...
like the times i use to go through organic reactions before sleeping...or halfway through my sleep....
argh...
horrible....
*bleary eyed*
Am i thinking too much...or am i?
hmm....
been thinking about stuffs...
it's like...
i'm having a blessed life...
that i have to admit...
even though i might not get everything i want...
but still....
life ain't that bad...
guess this is going to be another one of those blogs where i try to focus on others...
hmmm...
yea...
as i was saying...
i try not to a spoilt brat....
but....
everyone has their problems...
yesterday i was exposed to problems a dad faces...
hmm...
aye..
my dad's partner from germany came over for dinner last night...
anyway...
he has 4 kids...
eldest son is 14 this year...
anyway...
it seems like he can't really communicate very well with his son...
it's like his son is living in a world of his own...
daydreaming...
shutting his parents out of his world...
i dunno...
but...
i probably went through this stage before....or maybe i still am going through this stage...
shutting your parents out of your world isn't the kindest thing you could do for them...
and the worst part is that....
you might end up kicking them out of your life forever...
i've seen kids who just grunt a few words to their parents...
i mean...grunting isn't exactly a form of communication...
dunno leh....
but...
yesterday....i was enlightened about the feelings and emotions of a parent...i guess...
didn't really think much of it previously...
i mean...
sometimes you take them for granted...
they're like your ATM machines...
you only go to them for money...for help...
other then that...you practically ignore them...
hmm...
i reckon we must interact more often....
show our emotions more often...
aye...
some ramblings...
i figure that if i actually go and reread this entire post....
i won't really understand what i've written...
ha...
wadever...
Songbird
this is a song from the Love Actually soundtrack....
kinda nice....
slow song...
i like...
:)
anyway....currently...yours truly has 8 textbooks....
german coursebook not inclusive....
out of 8...i've bought 2...the rest all borrow one lar...borrowing them for 6 mths...
anyway...yea...
7 chemistry books and 1 stats book....
anyway...didn't really want to buy the stats book....
cuz it's 30+bucks...
not really because of the price...more of the fact that i won't really read it...
cuz...i don't read maths textbooks...hahaha
but....
after 2hours of stats....i realised that this is a GOOD INVESTMENT....yea...
cuz...
i have NO lecture notes....
ZERO...ZILCH....NADA....NULL...
i have to copy everything from his transparency....and....i managed to scribble 6 pages worth of notes today....
A4 size....
*hand numb*
and....the handwriting gets bigger as i write...
hahaha....
horrible handwriting man....
so...
yea...bought the book...
cuz he teaches from the book...
:)
and got mcmurry for 38bucks....retail price in co-op 50bucks...
haha
i got it 2nd hand....but it's really kinda brand new...cuz my fren only tagged the pages....
didn't even underline...highlight and stuff...
not too bad....
felt like a nerd tho...
lugging 3 thick books around school....
especially with my mambo bag...
looks like i'm going camping...even tho it's really very empty inside...
haha
anyway...call me a nerd...or a dedicated student...
but i've got to read my textbooks....
i've got readings to do...
and more readings to read...
hahaha
i'll be a happy chao mugger....
i'll do anything to pull my grades up to a 4.0 or better still...a 4.5
*daydreams*
anyway...mickey's having kidney failure....
mickey = peter khoo's dog
and mickey's over a hundred years old....he's 15 this year...human age lar...then u multiply by 7...
went to visit him yesterday....
he's so ke lian....
yea...
always sound as if he's having an asthma attack...
can't control his drool...
and...
erm...
his teeth look as if they're going to fall out....
and he's ultra skinny.....
can feel his backbone leh...
anyway...
he's kinda brave lar....
either he looks as if he's always smiling...
or he's trying to tahan the pain....
*wails*
poor mickey....
known him for 3 years liao...
since j1....
the first time going to peter's place for cell...
and he has only growl at me once...
i think i was trying to irritate him or something lar...
but besides that....
he's NICE....
i brought him for walks...
bought snacks for him...
and he was with me thru my PROMOS AND A LEVELS!!!!
esp thru my PROMOS.....
:(
*sad*
M-I-C-K-E-Y
juz came back from school...
and currently....
i'm either kinda pissed at my com....
or pissed at blogger....
one of them....
i still can't access any blogspot blogs....
dammit....
argh....
it's still occuring.....
dammit....
might be forced to move permanently to xanga or something....
we'll see how...
anyway....
anyone who is driving a car and would like to do a good deed this monday?
12th of jan?
i need escorters...
haha
escort my test car....make sure all the road obstructions are cleared....
haha
:)
damm irritating....
and i'm the only who has this problem....
dammit...
dammit...
dammit....
>.<
Sweet Dreams
had a very nice sleep and dream and everything....
:)
nice dream lar...
if it actually became reality....
*daydreams*
yea...
well....
nice dream.....
this is what i call a sweet dream....
and....i didn't dream about KC....
hahahahahhaa
so....
i think my crush on him is over...
i think....
maybe it isn't over yet....
just that it's not as BIG as before...
hahaha...
dunno...
it's 8.30am....
so...
i do have a right to blabber rubbish...
and...
blogger is still screwed....
i can't see my page....
>.<
Boo!
had soft shell crab for lunch...
with kc and iris and iris's sister...
not bad lar...
talked abit....crapped abit...
haha...
and...
guess wad...
the SNAP...the channel U tt show...
was at sentosa on saturday or something...
and KC was there...
hahaha
then he and his friends went to siam them...
cuz they were looking for people with flat tummies...
hahaha..
very farnie...
then..after they found enough people liao...
the crew ask people to come and watch and vote etc lar...
and they saw him...and they were like...how come just now never find you arh?
hhahaha
he attract weird people lar...
hahaha
not babe magnet....weirdos magnet...
hahaha
yea...
plus someone ask him to join some stupid mr singapore thingy....dunno real or bluff..
as in...
i and him dunno whether really got this thing ernot...
hahaha
he's damm farnie lar...
yea....
tt's wad he told me lar...
on our way to engin...
then i saw jimmy....
tt pig ar...
refuse to change general bio to thurs....
idiot...
and i can't do on friday...cuz it clashes with my lab...
and jiayu's doing on saturday...
haiz....
sad man...
:(
wadever....
tomorrow have driving lesson....
and the next day....
and next monday is the test....
*da da da daaaaaaa*
:(
1st lecture of the YEAR!!!!
this lecturer is LAME....
VERY LAME
ULTRA LAME
he went to change the lyrics of the liverpool song to some CM1131 thingy...
hahaha
anyway...
yea...
went to appeal for the bio module liao...
dunno how tho....
hmm...
btw....if there's a earring in a guy's left ear... those tt mean tt he is gay?
hmm...
i forgot which ear lar...
anyway...
i think blogger has a problem...
i can't access any blogspot sites...
hmm....
*sigh*
i'm going back to school later for lunch...with kc and iris...
then...
i'll buy my chem textbook on the way....
lalalallala
Trouble in Deutschland....
bad feeling about german tho....
very bad feeling....
i think i've got this VERY FIERCE german teacher....
*sigh*
haiz....
for someone who can't speak proper german without adding huhs? and looking blur....
i'm in trouble....
deep trouble...
First Day of School!
tmr's my first day of school...
1st day of 1st year...2nd semester...
argh....
dun wanna go school....
>.<
8am lesson somemore...
haiz...
and...
i'm going to have to restart my piano lesson...
my parents made me call my teacher...
>.<
sigh...
and...
let's see...
hill said that if i don't pass my driving....i don't have to go home liao...
hahaha
wad a friend....
so nice huh...
haha...
anyway....
thanks for the encouragement lar...
:)
best part about tommorrow's lesson....
hmm...
it's only for 2 hrs...
and i hafen printed out my notes?
and i don't really plan to print them out for tomorrow?
so...
yea...
i'll be bringing my labtop...
:)
To Succeed or Not Attempt At All...
let's see...
i'm egoistic...
ambitious...
and i hate to fail...
so...
this round's driving test is a rather scary event....
because of all the negative shovels full of crap given by my dear ol' instructors...
i've come to think of myself as a really horrible driver...
hmm...
come to think of it...
maybe i am...
the only reason that i'm not throwing in the towel yet...
is the $2000 bucks that i've spent so far...
no way am i giving that horrendous amount of dough to bbdc without putting up a fight....
but still...
strong feeling that i'll fail....
i'm not a born driver lar....
i can't concentrate on so many things at one time....
my speed control is horrible...
and i'm too courteous....
i don't like overtaking people....
i'll most prob spend my time on the road giving way to them.....
*sigh*
life...
you can't always get what you want....
oh...
and i managed to get all my modules that i need except for the life science module...
so...i'll be doing german again...
yea...
back to more horrible german and blogs that do not make much sense....
Guten Nachts!~
new template....
made changes to the skins of others....
very irritating man....
Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.
what key signature are you?
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there seems to be something wrong with my blog skin....
oh noes.......
the picture has disappeared....
ok...
i'm getting another skin....
toodles...
I conked out for 12hrs....
man...
longest time i've slept this year....
12hrs straight....
and i'm still kinda sleepy....
but...
being the nice daughter that i am...
i have to wake up to accompany my dad to the bank....
sigh....
anyway....i've got a very interesting question...
where do i go to report for my first lecture on monday ar...
they didn't say where to go and stuff leh...
and my stomach v pain now...
cya
hmm....
took this off Shuhui's blog....
“THERE IS NO GOD?”
Several years ago Jim Bishop wrote in the Miami Herald an article entitled, “There Is No God?”
There is no God. All of the wonders around us are accidental. No almighty hand made a thousand-billion stars. They made themselves. No power keeps them on their steady course. The earth spins itself to keep the oceans from falling off toward the sun. Infants teach themselves to cry when they are hungry or hurt. A small flower invented itself so that we could extract digitalis for sick hearts.
The earth gave itself day and night, tilted itself so that we get seasons. Without the magnetic poles, man would be unable to navigate the trackless oceans of water and air, but they just grew there.
How about the sugar thermostat in the pancreas? It maintains a level of sugar in the blood sufficient for energy. Without it, all of us would fall into a coma and die.
Why does snow sit on mountain tops waiting for the warm spring sun to melt it at just the right time for the young crops in farms below to drink? A very lovely accident?
The human heart will beat for 70 or 80 years without faltering. How does it get sufficient rest between beats? A kidney will filter poison from the blood, and leave good things alone. How does it know one from another?
Who gave the human tongue flexibility to form words and a brain to understand them, but denied it to all other animals?
Who showed a womb how to take the love of two persons and keep splitting a tiny ovum until, in time, a baby would have the proper number of fingers, eyes, ears and hair in the right places, and come into the world when it is strong enough to sustain life?
There is no God -- or is there?
HAHAHAHAHA
Smelly cat ar....
if ure reading this ar....
i can't access your blog leh....
or rather i can't use my link on my blog to go to ur blog...
so i went to subscribe to ur blog...
haha....
lemme go and figure something out....
dunno why cannot...
they made me sign in first....
hahaha
weird....
=")
I DIDN'T WATCH LOVE ACTUALLY
i went to watch golden chicken 2....
ultra lame show....
very farnie....
and it's NC16....
and the person wanna check my IC....
sianz....
>.<
wah...
and the show has many many many cameos.....
there's andy lau....jacky cheung.....leon lai.....dicky cheung.....etc...
alot lar...
very farnie...
*stomach pain*
and....
STOOPID CINELEISURE....love actually is sold out...
and the stoopid sembawang music....
there is this WHOLE LARGE Display of Love Actually soundtracks...
but there was a sign there saying....please do not touch the display..
and there isn't a LOVE ACTUALLY SOUNDTRACK IN THE WHOLE SHOP!!!
man....
*sigh*
sad place man...
so....
being me...
i dragged calyn all the way to HMV...
actually...cannot be considered as all the way lar...
since we had to take the bus from there...
*grins*
and...
I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!
wooo...
now ill have to listen to the soundtrack and guess the movie....
*sad*
haiz....
lemme type wad is written in the soundtrack booklet thingy...
"Without its music, "Love Actually" wouldn't work at all.
I know - because I saw the film without the music, and it was a shocker. So this soundtrack in your hands isn't a few songs stuck together. It's the life and soul of the film...
So....guess what...
i've got the life and soul of the movie in my hands....
but....
i still haven't watched the movie.....
*wails*
OH MY TIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there is a showing of LOVE ACTUALLY ON MONDAY!!!!!!
at ENG WAH IN SUNTEC!!!!!
i need to go and find people to watch with me....
wahahahahahaha
cool.....
anyway...here's the synopsis of Love Actually....
Set in modern-day London, the story interweaves 10 romantic love stories. Hugh Grant plays the newly elected British prime minister, a bachelor who falls for a young tea girl (Martine McCutcheon) on his first day in office. Other tales tell of a happily married woman (Emma Thompson) who fears that her husband (Alan Rickman) may leave her, a widowed father (Liam Neeson) left to care for his only son, and a writer (Colin Firth) who escapes to the south of France to recover from a breakup, only to fall for someone else almost immediately.
hmmm...anyway....my dad cooked dinner....
had kway teow soup...
not bad lar....
cannot be fussy....
at least he cooked...
haha
imagine...if i was the Cook-er....
it would have been....
Rice...
Steamed Fish....
Steamed/Fried Egg...
erm....and Steamed Tofu with Prawns....
all Steamed ones...
cuz it's easier to cook...
hahaha
im lazy....
:)
anyway...
i'm off to listen to the SOUNDTRACK!!!!
cya!
I'm going to watch LOVE ACTUALLY later....
woah....
today's the LASt show i guess....
and only cineleisure is showing it....
CINELEISURE ROCKS!!!!
haha
that's for doing stuff that i want....
:)
anyway....think this is going to be ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL show....
since...the producers also produced... Notting Hill(Perfect show), Bridget Jone's Diary(excellent show), Four Weddings and a Funeral(Wonderful show)
see...
this show should be equally nice and charming...
damm....
been reading too many storybooks by Brits...
since when do i use the word 'Charming'
oops....
hahaha
anyway...i think that british shows are NICE...
they seem more intellectual..
ok...
not really more intellectual...but it's something to do with the slang and stuff....
nice...
*beams*
like brit shows more than american shows now i guess...
and LOTR is considered a new zealand shot (?!) i dunno...
hahaha
see....
new year...
new changes....
i'm more pro brits!
mebbe it's becuz of the blardy Bush that is heading the States...
man...
if it's a fight between the stuffy ol' Brits and the blardy Bush in the states...
the brits are winning hands down man....
but still...
aussies and new zealanders still top the charts of bestest and bestest countries of the world...
:)
lalalala
2nd shot of rubbish in the new year....
*grins*
i can't publish my stuff.....
argh......
>.<
hahahaha....
the first dumb thing i've done this year....
i was trying to look for my friend's xanga blog...
but....
hahahaha
dunno why can't find....
anyway...
smart me went to xanga's homepage....
and...
well...they asked me to sign up...
so...
i went to sign up lar....
and then.....
I'VE GOT ANOTHER BLOG!!!!!
muahahaha
stupid rite....
anyway....no plans to use the xanga blog for the time being....
mebbe when i'm feeling weird or crap or something.....
we'll see how...
my xanga blog...
it's the new year
new hopes,
new dreams,
new friends,
new thoughts,
new promises,
new interests,
new crushes,
new resolutions...
although all things new doesn't mean that they will be good....
i really hope that this year will be good....
hey...new blog....new stuff......new year....
