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Saturday, February 28, 2004

Church!

went for church today...
:)
started by feeling kinda outcasted..
heh...
but then...it got better after worship...
erm....like...when they were selecting the cast for the musical...
hee...
kinda funny....
oooo...and xue xin knows how to speak german!
hee...i can practice my lousy german on him...
:)
and now....shang AND jeremy are trying to get me to go for sunday's service....i'll try.....erm...yeah...
hitched a ride to marina after worship...
took a stroll to esplanade....took a peek at the installation art thingy...tried to take a couple of photos...
walked about the pathway in between the esplanade and the singapore river....
stood there and listened to the live band playing for a while...before deciding to head back home...
quite a fruitful day...overall...
:)




+ 8:46 PM +

New photos are up!

jing's photos at the airport...
and crescent's gathering at lau pa sat....
but you guys have to sign in to view the pictures tho...
:)

Photos




+ 11:13 AM +

The Word will save you

recieved this sms from justin yesterday....
well...just made me think....yar..
anyway...i failed my german test... :)
first german test that i've failed so far...hee....hopefully it's the last one...
mingui and i were comparing our marks..that pig won me...cuz he got 41...and i've got 47.5..
the bo liao people of my class...
somehow...i prefer my class now..compared to last year....
i guess there's a difference in the average grades in the class...
too stressful...
and i went to put S/U on my german...hopefully it isn't a wrong decision....

and i'm seriously starting to be a guai kia...
had organic practical yesterday...and i started on my lab report last night...
trying to clear as many stuff as possible....
planning to watch the webcast of the past organic lectures....siince i wasn't paying any attention...
woke up at 7am planning to do cm1161's tut...
and i was paying attention to the past 1131 and st2234 classes...
wow...
seriously, it's an achievement for me...
:)
going church later...
yeah...
::currently listening to Corianne May and Silje Nergaard::





+ 7:42 AM +

Thursday, February 26, 2004

Morpheus
Morpheus


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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+ 10:33 AM +

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

ha...
got back my organic chem test paper today...
erm...
let's just say that i was really very lucky....
:)
i just passed...
as in 26/50 just pass...
kinda scrapped my way through...
because of the fact that i didn't study...
haha
oh well...
will study for test 2...
no other choice i guess...
might get mingui and jasmine and eupho to help me...
they're from chem engin mar...
haha
hopefully it won't be that drastic...
cuz the test will be open book...
:D
lalala
kinda hyper today...
kept on laughing and giggling in german lecture...
haha
think i kinda irritated mingui...
:P
oh well...
whatever....




+ 8:58 PM +

my mid sem's are OVER!!!!!
WooT!
haha
very happy now...
but as vin so kindly mentioned...
i've got a organic chem test on 20th march....
which is soon...
and i've got a lab report to do...
and a german vocab test next week...
can't they just gimme a break?
Mach Pause.
(it means Have a Break...the Kit Kat advert in German...)
sigh...
oh well...
and gunbound is blardy addicting....
hee




+ 7:35 AM +

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

MY STATISTICS IS SO GONE....
DIE...
DEAD...
KAPUTT...
sigh...
even the crib sheets aren't gonna help....
crib sheets are 2 pieces of A4 paper...and you can write anything you want on them...
like...a picture of your favourite superhero and stuff...if you're imaginative...
but usuall boring people like us prefer to copy out tons of normally useless equations...hoping that they would be helpful in the pathetic one hour of test...
i hope it's 1 hours tho...
can't be bothered staying for 2 hours to doodle on my paper....
am dead...
this blardy test is 35% of my final grades....
and i seriously hope to get at least a B on this....
this means.....
my finals have to be VERY good....
damm...
oh well...
wtf...
off to finish writing my crib....





+ 10:41 AM +

Monday, February 23, 2004

Hmm....
had my physical chemistry test just now...
supposed to be studying for my stats test tmr...
and tmr's test is 35% of my final grade....
damm..
oh well...
today's chem was ok...
i guess...
unless i really screwed it up without knowing it...
hmm...
wadever...
nothing much to talk about now....

"We do not truly see light, we only see slower things lit by it, so that for us light is on the edge--the last thing we know before things become too swift for us." -C.S. Lewis-





+ 3:09 PM +

Saturday, February 21, 2004

these days...
have this feeling of peace...
had it since...erm....
tuesday....
yeah...
hmm....even though i didn't study for my organic test....
didn't really became hysteric yet...
had german test yesterday....
didn't really study much...
only study the past tenses...
but still...
something just feels weird...
used to remember how i would be last semester...
freaking out after every horrible test...
stressing myself and stuff...
anyway...have been doing 3 days of worship on my own now...
quite an improvement...
going to spend a lil' time everyday to just praise the Lord...
be it thru worship songs on the piano or reading the daily bread or just basically talking to Him...
:D
kinda happy with what i have at the moment...
but...
i've got 2 tests next week....damm..
ha
have to start studying....
and i'll be going to church next saturday...kinda want to go....shhh...don't tell shang....later his head grow big...shhh...




+ 8:37 AM +

Thursday, February 19, 2004

driving test on the 9th of march....
915am
hmm...
ok...
the only reason that i got 9th of march..was that...
my license expires on 10th of march




+ 12:25 PM +

have you ever felt of running away from someone...something...some past?
and that the thought of sucide was one of the paths that you might have thought about?
hmm...
guess all of us do that sometimes...
but...
sucide might be an answer...but it's definately not the BEST answer...
yeah...
erm..
a senior from pjc just passed away...
even though i don't know him...
there's still this pang of sadness...
maybe it's because it's a waste of a young life...
a life that's fragile...and yet untreasured...
i mean...he's only 21....
just seriously think that well...
no matter what problems there are....
there is sure to be a solution to them...that has nothing to do with sucide...
i guess...
anyway...
let's all take a moment to pray for him and his family...
and that God will be with them throughout this period of time....

the above blog was written when i totally do not know anything about hock chai....
to me...he was just a face..a name...but...after writing this blog..i went to look at some of the blogs that my friends have posted...and justin's blog had a link to hock chai's blog....
i read the post that he wrote just 5 hours before he passed away....
was overwhelmed with sadness....
not grief...but sadness..
i was reading his blog just now...
read everything on his blog twice...
there's this wave of sadness....
that someone would throw his life away....while others who are suffering from diseases battle and struggle so hard to preserve their lives....
the world is unfair...
the last entry in his blog is titled... aisanahtuesisihtemrofyppaheb looks like some rubbish that a person haphazardly typed right....it isn't....
if you read it backwards....it's BeHappyForMeThisIsEuthanasia
man...if someone had read this entry earlier....might be able to prevent all this....






+ 9:42 AM +

i'm going to fail my organic test...
:)
like...really...
and i'm not very upset over it..
:)
heh...i'm becoming mad...
:)
oh...and...i've got a german test tomorrow...
and i'm screwed....
>.<





+ 7:44 AM +

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

I wrote a letter to Jing last night....
was supposed to be studying organic chemistry instead...
but...
i really cannot concentrate...
anyway...
i was in quite a horrible mood yesterday...
not exactly the usual pissed off mood that i would be in...
i was more somber...more quiet...more subdued...
and i answered my friends in 5 different replies...
'yes', 'no', 'dunno' *grunt grunt*' and 'sigh'
the silent replies are the usual *nods head*, *shakes head*, *shrugs*
so...i guess jing leaving singapore has a great impact on me...
a greater impact than what i expected...
can't even pretend to be cheerful as usual...
really was an open book yesterday....
i guess i might have to just hide every emotion today...
don't really want anyone to know about what i'm feeling i suppose...
makes me vunerable...
and listening to 'FLY AWAY' (aka the music on my blog), does nothing to help...
because it reminds me of a mother's love for her child...
and yeah...very touching....

besides...i'm thinking of flying over to sydney with shang and his churchmates....sometime in july i suppose....
it's either that or i'll be going to germany with my nus german class people...the immersion trip...
but somehow....i prefer going to sydney....even tho i wanna go europe...
>.<
having a hard time making a decision here...
just that i might be doing a general biology module in special term...
and the exam would be in 17/19th june...
and i've got my braces operation in either april or june also...
and don't really feel comfortable speaking german in germany...
with my horrible german....they would most probably give me directions to the toilet instead of the canteen...
either that or...i'll most probably listen to the instructions wrongly...
just don't really feel comfortable with the immersion trip...
*shrugs*

“Your palm is too complex,” she says. “I cannot read it.” Everyone sits back in their chairs, unsatisfied by what they have heard.

But that is the problem with constructing walls: in preventing what is outside from coming in, they forbid what is inside from getting out.





+ 8:30 AM +

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

Still
Words and Music by Reuben Morgan

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are god

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust



+ 9:47 PM +

Corrinne May - Fly Away
From the album "Fly Away"


"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away




+ 8:27 PM +

JING'S LEFT SINGAPORE

*wails*
it's like this person that was there for me almost every time i'm in trouble has just disappeared...
maybe not disappeared....
but now she's a few thousand miles away from ME....
*wails*
i miss her already....
yesterday...
i told myself to be strong...to be brave....not to cry....
because i've shed tears when i was writing her a letter.....or rather a 3 pg thesis...
but...
tears continue to stream down my face.....when she went into the departure gates.....through the customs..
*eyes brimming with tears*
fill as if some part of me has also flown away to sydney....
*wails*
and the note that she left me is a tear-jerker.....
>.<
i'll always tear when i read it.....
it's only 11hours before she left and i'm starting to miss her.....
but that's life i supposed...
and she'll be back in a couple of months time....
she BETTER come back...

my dear sister.......take care of yourself over there....may the Lord provide you with all that you need....don't be blur already kay? can if you plan to try a new route to school...remember that you have a 90% chance of losing your way....so try it 2hours before your next class....make new friends....but don't forget about us....*wails*

I took this from justin's blog...

Featured babe of the month:
Jing Jing

Every month, I'll feature one of my friends to be THE babe (or hunk) of the month. And today we are featuring resident bimbo Jing Jing!!! It was a tough fight between featuring birthday boy Nicholas and our jet-away Jing. But I guess I had to choose Jing. (Nicholas, stop pouting already!) Why Jing? Firstly, our dearest 30sec lag Jing is flying off to Aussie! You know we'll miss your jokes, or rather you as the subject of the joke. It's just not fun without you. So as Nicole Kidman put it in "Cold Mountain", please come back...




+ 8:15 AM +

Sunday, February 15, 2004

erm...
so...
V day has come and gone...
ha
erm...
went to Shang's church...
the people there are nice...fun...lame..
heh
not too bad...
kinda nice..
very small ministry...unlike FCBC...
:)
went to help jing pack her stuff...
erm...
let's just say that i almost fainted...
haha
took 1 photo of her luggage...
will upload another...
too stoned to do it now...
:/




+ 11:21 AM +

Saturday, February 14, 2004

it's only 9am and i've already...
goaded TWO primary six kids...
heh
and lost a couple of rounds of gunbound...
ate my breakfast...
and check my e-mails...
ha...
am i efficient or what...
:D
i like primary school kids....
their minds are like this picture book....
juz flip..can read liao...no need to scan every sentence in the book to know the story...
even tho the kids were just doing to usual routine of suaning each other...
i kinda sorta managed to introduce this thing called flirting...even tho there was nothing going on between them lar...
i think....
haha
kinda mean lar..but well...that was a distraction...they couldn't shoot me for a couple of shots..
:D
rule to remember...when playing like primary school kids....
suan them....
hee
might be going to church later...
as in strong possibility...
cuz i miss church...and i'm not even going for like fcbc's service...going with shang and jing to their church..
:D
oh well...
happy valentines' day people...
:D




+ 8:53 AM +

Friday, February 13, 2004

i've got nothing better to do now..
so...
i'm juz gonna do some quizilla's bo liao stuff..taken frm justin x's blog...
:D
actually it isn't really nothing better to do...
more of a I've-got-loads-of-stuff-to-do-but-i-can't-be-bothered thing...
:D

HASH(0x87e367c)
Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two
important sides. There is your strong, powerful
side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very
important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness
in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows
that along with the good, you also can see bad,
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HASH(0x8361548)
Ghost or spirit: You are a lost soul. Very calm and
sweet, you are often the one who asks: What if?
With a clever mind, you want to explore the
world on a different level. Without the
answers, you aren't ready to move on. You are
most likely very creative and find yourself
thinking things through on a different level.
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got this off someone's blog...
It's so frustrating. No matter how many times I say "I'm over it", "I don't care" or an extended chorus that combines both phrases, all he needs to do is whisper sweet, pretensious and mostly empty promises into my drunken ear and suddenly, I hop back onto the infatuated-and-stupid bandwagon
i totally agree....
>.<




+ 10:32 PM +

Oh...
and i finally know how to curse and swear in German...
:)
all thanks to Goethe institute's exhibition...
:)
we were trying to learn basic swear words and practicing them in class today...
altho it's kinda difficult when your teacher's a PURE german....
so we were whispering....and making funny faces in class...
where I WAS TRYING TO BLEND INTO THE WALL...
ha
low profile...
:)
anyway...
cuss word/statement of the day...
Leck mich am Arsch
go figure




+ 10:16 PM +

SWEETHEART!
(for michelle's eyes only....heh)
ello sweetheart!!
:D
i've got a V day present for you!!!
heh...
happy ernot?
oh well..
haven't seen you lately...erm..since nick's x-mas b'day...
how's things between you and your guy?
:D
i hate school...
i wanna meet up for coffee and bitchin' and procrastinatin' and whinin' and shopping...
but...
i'm kinda broke...
haha
sigh...
i'll just use some cash...and use less cash next month...
:)
*genius*
i wanna eat sushi.....
SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!
wanna meet me earlier at the airport for sushi?
heh...
:)
i should be there studying...
*nerdish ol' me*
have 4 blardy tests coming up....
and my stats is in a very very very sad state...
i had to call clarissa for help...which means it's bad....
sigh...
hate school...
oh well..
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!
lemme know whether you're going on monday...
then i'll bring your present...cuz it's kinda delicate....
the parts are starting to fall out...
hmmm...
and i'll bring my box for you to paint or decorate or something...
:)
and where's my b'day present..
ha
see lar...
buy present for your guy....
never buy for your sweetheart...
tsk tsk...
*jealous*
ha
i'm going to make myself campbell soup....




+ 10:11 PM +

Thursday, February 12, 2004

JING'S LEAVING ON MONDAY.....
*WAILS*
sianz....
total sianz....
although i always say that singapore will start to move faster with her in sydney...
i really don't want her to leave...
i don't mind that singapore is progressing very slowly....
>.<
sianz....
anyway...went for cell just now...
it was good...
felt the Lord...
something that i haven't really felt for a long long long time...
and...
it was good...
nice hanging around my cell group peeps again....
andrew is taller...voice has grown deeper...
kim is the same ol' klutzy kim... :)
erm...aileen...the same...
junliang...the same...
and 2 new guys...
*WOAH*
haha
Joe and Gary
*applause*
altho...i think they're there for quite long already...
but...
oh well..
heh
:)
and to those who have taken leave of absence for reasons like having another cell, or army, or blardy german classes...
aka Shang, ALicia, Peter, Jeremy, ME..
we should go more often...
as in...
erm...guest appearance...
:D




+ 10:44 PM +

APPLICATION FOR A NIGHT OUT WITH THE BOYS

Name of Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband:

I request permission for a leave of absence from the highest authority in my life for the following period:
Time of return
Date: Time of departure: NOT to exceed:

Should permission be granted, I do solemnly swear to only visit the locations stated below, at the stated times. I agree to refrain from hitting on or flirting with other women. I shall not even speak to another female, except as expressly permitted in writing below. I will not turn off my mobile after two pints, nor shall I consume above the allowed volume of alcohol without first phoning for a taxi AND calling you for a verbal waiver of said alcohol allowance. I understand that even if permission is granted to go out, my girlfriend/fiancé/wife retains the right to be pissed off with me the following week for no valid reason whatsoever.


Amount of alcohol allowed (units) Beer Wine Liquor Total

Locations to be visited



Females with whom conversation
is permitted

IMPORTANT – STRIPPER CLAUSE: Notwithstanding the female contact permitted above, I promise to refrain from coming within one hundred (100) feet of a stripper or exotic dancer. Violation of this Stripper Clause shall be grounds for immediate termination of the relationship.

I acknowledge my position in life. I know who wears the trousers in our relationship, and I agree it’s not me. I promise to abide by your rules & regulations. I understand that this is going to cost me a fortune in chocolates & flowers. You reserve the right to obtain and use my credit cards whenever you wish to do so. I hereby promise to take you to a Michael Bolton concert, should I not return home by the approved time. On my way home, I will not pick a fight with any stranger, nor shall I conduct in depth discussions with the said entity. Upon my return home, I promise not to urinate anywhere other than in the toilet. In addition, I will refrain from waking you up, breathing my vile breath in your face, and attempting to breed like a (drunken) rabbit.

I declare that to the best of my knowledge (of which I have none compared to my BETTER half), the above information is correct.
Signed - Boyfriend/Fiancé/Husband:


Request is: APPROVED DENIED

This decision is not negotiable. If approved, cut permission slip below and carry at all times.
"……………………………………………………………………………………………………………
Permission for my boyfriend/fiancé/husband to be away for the following period of time:
Date: Time of departure: Time of return:

Signed – Girlfriend/Fiancé/Wife:
_________________
_______________________________________
Errors have been made, Others will be blamed


+ 10:39 PM +

i had german class yesterday...
and the german society was selling gingerbreads....
the bread looks like a cookie...and it's in a shape of a heart...
and there are words on them...
so nice...
:)
good valentines day present....and it's only 3 bucks...haha
i bought 4 cookies...
:)
erm...there's YOU ARE GREAT....THANK YOU....TREASURE...LOVE...
the last 2 are mostly for boyfriends or girlfriends lar...
anyway...
went to goethe institute just now...for german exhibition...
:)
the german lecturers are very smart ar...
they want us to go...
but they know we won't go if it isn't compulsory...
so they got the german club people to come up with worksheets...
and we have to go to the exhibition to complete them...
:)
but the exhibition was very cool...
:)
not very big...
but very nice...quite alot of stuff to do...
:)
nice nice....
i would have spent the whole day there....
but....
my friends wanted to have lunch...and they had to go back to school for lectures...
:)
and my german lecturer was there too...
:)
anyway...she's nice lar...very helpful and stuff...
:)
and we got the heart shaped ginger bread there too....
*grins*
the one they gave looks prettier than the ones i bought...
*hmmp*
anyway...my current finances are horrible....
i had 50bucks yesterday.....
and....
i'm left with 5 bucks today...
trying to figure out where my money went....
sigh...
spending at too fast a rate....
ha..
anyone wanna donate to me?
i would start a paypal account so that kind people can donate thru VISA...
:)
oh well..
i went to kino after lunch...
walked one whole round trying to find the section that sells german storybooks...until i gave up and asked for directions..
there are like SO many books in german....erm...very much lesser than english..duh...but still alot...
and since i'm only in elementary....
i can't read chim chim thick thick books...
so had to go to the children's section...
:)
there was this german lady there...
went to ask her to recommand me a book...
she's very nice...went to call her friend to ask for recommandations too..
:)
then she said paddington the bear was abit too difficult for me at the moment....(PADDINGTON LEH!!!!!)
sigh...
i'm worse than a five year old german kid...
>.<
oh well...
got this book called...
Lola der Bär...(in english it's....Lola the bear...)
haha
it's sorta like an Enid Blyton book...maybe even simpler...
:)
kinda thin and stuff....and it's like 16bucks...
ha
now i know where my money has disappeared to...
oh well...
i read the 1st chapter (4 pages) and it's nice...
*beams*
i understand what i'm reading...
YAY!




+ 5:53 PM +

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

erm...feeling not too wonderful these days....
might be because the mid semesters are coming...
or maybe because i have no clue to what the statistics guy is teaching....
sigh


got this quote from somewhere...
"Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of Life" -Pizza Place Sign



+ 8:32 AM +

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

my pictures aren't loading up......
>.<

argh...
i shall remove them now....

anyway....yesterday's driving was good...
erm...
i guess...
didn't try banging anyone or anything down....
was blur only once....when i attempted a right turn when i was asked to do a left...
erm...
oh...
didn't really studied much yesterday...or this morning...
becuz....
i was reading 2 storybooks...
the first was legally blonde...
*beams*
a BIMBOTIC book....seriously bimbotic....
but....you kinda need silly pleasures to ease some mental wars in your brain....
currently feeling kinda cluttered and stuff...
and it doesn't help that jing's leaving on monday...
*wails*
hmm...
the 2nd book i read was good...
as in nice...romantic....fantasy...thingy..
yeah...
nora roberts...
key of light...
very romantic...and stuff lar...
*daydreams*

flash
this flash kinda fits into my current mood lar...
the swoony mood...




+ 10:45 AM +

Monday, February 09, 2004

erm...have driving later...
and i've got 2 tests next week instead of three...
but now...
i've got 2 tests the following week instead of one...
oh well....
sigh....
oh...
and i figured how to add photos on my page...
as in many photos...
will select some shots to add lar...
it'll be below the links...
cuz there's no where else with space...
:D




+ 12:56 PM +

Sunday, February 08, 2004

I'VE GOT A FREAKING HEADACHE....

after looking through all my dates of tests and stuff...
i came to the conclusion that all lecturers are bad guys....
really bad guys....
all my mid-semester tests are on the SAME WEEK!!!!!
erm...most of them....
3 out of 5...
organic is on wed...
physical is on thurs...
german is on fri....
sigh....
i need to read my notes and textbooks fast for organic and physical.....
haven't been paying attention in class lately...
>.<




+ 4:54 PM +

Saturday, February 07, 2004

4 hours of chemistry can create an illusion that a pigeon is actually a cyclohexane...

seriously....
really....
on my way home....
i saw this whole bunch of pigeons...
and i was like...
WOAH...
cyclohexane....
kinda dumb lar...
but...
i was carrying 2 BIG FAT ORGANIC BOOKS and 1 other chemistry book lar...
very chemically orientated today....
altho the CM1161 test was more physics than chemistry....
really really horrible test man....
sigh....
oh well..
there was at least a question that was remotely similar to chemistry tho....
something about finding how much Nitrogen and hydrogen gas you need to produce 1000kg of ammonia per hour...
some stupid question that I KNOW HOW TO DO!!
:D
sigh....
i've got tons of homework..........
and i wanna eat sushi......
>.<





+ 2:58 PM +

Friday, February 06, 2004

ok...
kinda anti in the last post...
should try to make up for it...
erm...
let's see...
can't really blame me...
ANYONE WOULD HAVE A BAD DAY IF THEY HAD TO GO TO SCHOOL 3 TIMES A DAY!!!
oh well...
erm...
i've got 70% for my german homework...which is ok...i guess...
erm...
and....i might fail my german test...maybe not fail...just that i won't get OH SO WONDERFUL MARKS....
erm...
and i've got a test...
and...
i'm seeing flashes of light now....because of all the photos we took during the bbq...
had to lug my german stuff for sec school bbq...
not too bad...
kinda nice...
i prefer it this way....
with a couple of friends...or rather a gang of friends....
don't like having the WHOLE class....kinda weird since...well...haven't really been in contact with some of them...
kinda sorta feel fake...pretentious...trying to act friendly and stuff....
it's hard to bridge a 3 year gap....
erm...
yar...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAY!!!
yeah...
thanks to ray's uncle and aunt who allowed us to have bbq over there...
and...
well...kinda glad to see the whole bunch of us...doing lame stuff...
Mel, meimei, sybil, diana, rachel, hashura, aidah,ray, and ray 2 other friends...
:D
oh well...
that was a feeble attempt at sounding cheerful...
but that's the only bright spot of the day...
have to polish it harder to make it shine better...and brighten up the other horrible 21hours of today....
*takes brasso and starts polishing....*





+ 11:31 PM +

HAD A SUCKY DAY....
besides the gathering of my sec school mates....
everything else SUCKED....
horrible day...
and i need to study for my test...
Fuck man...




+ 11:15 PM +

I AM BLUR....
VERY VERY VERY BLUR....
my lab report is dued TODAY not next week...
SHIT SHIT SHIT
argh...
pia-ed all the way home to do lor...
still doing...
sianz...
luckily today's lab was quite fast...
finished in an hour.....
phew


+ 12:08 PM +

The Tutor

heh...
the first session of tuition wasn't that bad....
kinda ok....
was teaching A maths....
basics lar...
2 chapter only...
hahahahahaha





+ 8:24 AM +

Thursday, February 05, 2004

I've Found meself a job....

oh well...
it's just a tutioning job...
for my brother...
who is in sec 3...
hahahaha
but the pay's good...
in fact...it's VERY good...
like DUH...
my parents are paying me mah...
so...
yar...
it's once a week...an hour each session...
teaching chemistry (duh...), physics, bio, a-maths, e-maths, and wadever else he needs...
basically..
i'm a ALL ROUNDED TUTOR...
muahahaha
oh well...
tuition time!!
and i've got pract tmr...
and german test...
and gathering after german...which would be after 8pm..
and chem test on saturday...
oh no...
no time...
toodles....
oh...and if justin x is reading this...i like your new layout!
*grins*





+ 3:05 PM +

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

Future F1 wannabe...

I like to think of myself as a future Formula 1 driver...
well...
ok...
i just had the 1st driving revision after i failed my test...
erm....
let's juz say it was ok...
erm...
ok as in...
i didn't bang anyone...
no one got injured and stuff...
apparently my instructor thinks that i should have this neon signboard on my car while i'm driving that says..
ROAD HAZARD...GIVE WAY..
sigh...
erm...
wad do you expect....
it's only like 8+ in the morning...
i slept at like 12-1am...
erm...
obviously i couldn't see the pedestrians crossing the zebra crossing!!
cuz there was a blardy van in front of me...
and i figured that if the van could make the turn...
i could make the turn too...
and then....
*enters the pedestrian*
sigh..
and it was green man too...
if i had a test today...
i confirm fail AGAIN...
sigh...
and my toopid instructor says that when i should be slow....i drive too fast...
when i should be fast...i drive too slow...
*SIGH SIGH SIGH*
ugh....
next driving lesson....next monday....2+pm...
bukit batok people...you've been warned....
>.<





+ 11:25 AM +

brain freeze kinda got a lil' better...
was able to put simple german sentences together...
oh well...
finished my german homework...
sent the e-card to frau neumann....
all i have left for german is....
figure out wad the tutorial worksheet wants from me...
and
studying for my german test....
besides these...i'm doing ok in german...
now...
have to study for cm1161's test...which is open book....and only 2 sets of notes...
erm....
stats tut...can choose not to do...but i'll still have to do it in the end....
so...
oh well..
driving lessons at 8.35am tomorrow..
wonder what the instructor will say after i show him my 42pts test paper...
hmmm...
oh well...
residents of bukit batok....
stay away from the roads...
not exactly safe....
*I'M A ROAD HAZARD*
:)




+ 12:35 AM +

Monday, February 02, 2004

i'm hoping a short nap will make my brain freeze better....
seriously...




+ 4:19 PM +

ugh...
went blog surfing instead of trying to do german homework...
oh well...
results of what i did in the past hour...
1. SMS jess to ask for help in german....
2. CALL hwee san to ask for help in german...
3. ICQ shuhui to ask for help in german...
all replies were...
i'm not at home now...
>.<
ok...shuhui didn't reply...i think it's midnight or something over in England...
>.<
and...
i'm planning to do deepavali instead of chines new year...
been switching between these 2 holidays since yesterday...
and well..
i've decided...DEEPAVALI...
and...
erm....
oh...
i've found an interesting blog...
kinda nice stuff...




+ 4:15 PM +

oh..
and i remembered wad my angelfire's user id was liao...
magic/eimaj
and i made another new account...
haha
linux/splenetic...
have to go write it down somewhere before i forget...
hmmm....

oh...
even tho i feel as if i've done loads of stuff this weekend...
i think i actually did very little....
cleared cm1161 assignment..
halfway through cm1121 lab report...
cleared cm1121's tut...
trying to do the german postcard thingy...
sigh...




+ 2:08 PM +

Sunday, February 01, 2004

FAE
You are blessed with FAERY wings. Beauty,
laughter, life, magic...that's what you are all
about. You are refreshingly innocent and happy
with your life of purity and play. Life's a
game and it's a good one. In your eyes there's
no way to lose! You can be very mischeivous and
have been known to cause trouble, but it's all
in the name of fun and not meant to really harm
anyone. You like to play tricks on people who
aren't quite as bright or clever as you - which
is almost everyone. Nature is the setting you
prefer to be in - Always. Barefoot and wild you
can't be tamed. You're probably a restless
spirit who loves to travel, and quite a
dreamer. Your creativity is astounding and your
art (of whatever media - from writing to
painting to drama) is like something from
another world - ethereal and often very
fantasy-oriented. You can either be a social
butterfly or a loner with their head in the
clouds - but rarely inbetween. You stubbornly
refuse to accept responsibility or to give in
to the wishes of others - unless you feel like
it. You have a strong passion for music and
can't imagine life without it. You'll grow up
someday, but you'll always be a child at heart.
You are adventurous and love to take risks, and
feel a deep connection with the weather,
plants, and animals. You prefer sunshine to
thunder or snow, the warmth of summer to
autumn's chill, and quiet forests to suburban
backyards. Magic through and through, you are
far more powerful than you seem, and are
capable of being extremely passionate. Though
you can be childish, naive, stubborn, and
self-absorbed, one thing is certain - life with
you will never be boring!


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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+ 8:26 PM +

Corrinne May is nice....
as in..
her songs are nice...
and she's singaporean..
haha
oh well...
nice nice...
going to buy her cd next week i guess...
but now i've got to do german homework....
and after much debate....
i've decided to write on CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
WOW...
cuz deepavali and hari raya too chim lar...
cannot form nice long sentences...
haha
anyway...
anyone wants to go for NUSSO's performance?
on a sunday in feb...i forgot the dates...
oops..
haha
oh well..
lemme know...cuz i think i wanna go too...
:)




+ 8:09 PM +

.Faery.
Jamie

20
At the brink of insanity

The current mood of chimeradical@yahoo.com at www.imood.com
My Bloginality is ESTP!!!
.darlinks.

Die Deutsche Spaere.
Crosslink @ FMC.
Cell.
Andrew.
Cal.
Carys.
Chee Ling.
Chloe.
Crystal.
Daphne.
Elroi.
Esther.
Ethan.
Ethel.
Eugene.
Gerald.
Glorijoy.
Jaclyn.
Jasline.
Jen's photoblog.
Jeremy.
Jiehui.
Jing.
Joshua and Tiffanee.
Jun.
Justin K.
Justin X.
Khim.
Lijun.
Liwei.
Mason.
Michelle Tng.
Michelle Wan.
Mingdao.
Mingui.
Minh.
Reagan.
Ruikun.
Ryan.
Serene.
Sheryl.
Shufen.
Shuhui.
Smelly Cat.
Steffie.
Tee.
Wenkai.
Winfrid.
Xiaoxuan.
Zhenli.
.Other links.

Wishlist.
Harvest Online.
Billy Graham Evangelistic Association.
Truth for Life.
Jamie O.
Toodle.
Perceptions.
Krinks.
Ctran.
Phlin.
Spidergyrl.
s.l.s.b.
interesting readings.
Freshlatoast.
Absoluteshine.
Ozzyboy.
An interesting blog.with nice photos and stuff
Sydney Photos.
Photoblog.
Photos.
More Photos.
Other Things i read...
BBC.
Baby Blues.
In These Times.
Die Berlinerin.
National Geographic.
Getty Images.
Adobe Kids.
Adobe Photoshop.
Free Translation.

Games to play...
Cartoon Network.
Nickelodeon.
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