i, my friends..am suffering from a long suffering(since 5pm)bout of hangover-ness.
it all started with the large glass of drink...
i was slowly nursing the drink for 2hrs since 10am...
and then i managed to last thru both the chemistry lecture and the nation building one...
before giving up the fight and succumbing to yet another dose of it at 2pm..
these two drinks combined together..led me to an all time high today...during analytical chemistry at 4pm...
went in and start drawing weird stuff on my used-to-store-cookie-paperbag from spinelli's..like..a girl holding onto a large cup and a large can..and going WHEEEE!!
btw..this is so random, but their chocolate chip cookie is not bad...the ginger one too..and the biscotti..even tho i was making weird crunching noises during physical lec..that's because it was hard...i could prolly throw it at the lecturer and he'll prolly shout 'WTF??'
ok..so fine...he might shout that anyway when anything is thrown at him...
-shrugs-
anyway...
i knew i was high when i started saying weird nonsensical stuff like...
lecturer says:"so..what can one say from this equation?"
me says to mun:"why is it all one who is doing all the talking? what about two and three? can't like one shut up for once and let the rest do the talking?"
mun made a noise of some sort and told me.."you are high..why am i even listening to your rubbish?"
gah.
it hurts when no one wants to listen to your 2 cents of rubbish when you're wasted..and instead would rather pay attention to titration curves and such which are totally useless and pointless...since we already went thru that in jc.
and i made my way thru the rest of the lecture wasted.
firstly...with the high comes a price...which would normally also be as high..or even HIGHER.
it's like a conservation of something..whatever that is...
i mean...yeah.
then your legs get kinda woozy...you always thought only your brain could get woozy right? well..now you know otherwise..
and then...your butt starts sliding down the wooden chair in LT26..and you'll prolly will collapse and collect into a puddle of you if you didn't try your darnest to slide your butt upwards again...
anyway..that went on for an hour before we were released from the clutches of 'straight lecturer'.
that's what we call her..or rather me...yeah...i'm the only with imagination anyway...and her clothes was prolly made by one with no morsel of imagination at all..cuz the cutting's all straight and stuff..so..yeah..she's all straight...including the shoulder pads..Wheeee!
ok..
i'm still high and hangover-ed.
so that explains almost everything that led to my current mental, physical and emotional state.
and pete is about to flame me because my nick says "hangover."
i'm feeling weird.
why do you still make me feel weird?
i've got you out of my system haven't i?
what's wrong with me??
gah.
anyway..me wanna learn cello..
the passion for cello-ing has started again
:D
whoopeedoo..
maybe it's because shuhui's coming home..and can pass me her cello..
i hope..
heh..
:)
cellos are nice
it's time to start studying..
i mean..i sorta kinda figured out the answers for japan's tutorial this morning..as in...1 out of 3 questions...have to read the rest of the readings to get the other answers out..but since i've ALREADY read them before the tutorial questions came out..it's kinda boring to re-read them...they're quite thick...no joke..about 10+pages per reading?
anyway..
finished my part of the lab report this morning too..
my morning's quite constructive..
i mean...yeah...tho i was asked to go over to sentosa for a day of FUN!
but i don't think i deserved it..
so..ended up bumming around at home watching wine programmes..looking at the 2 new bottles that my dad got...and tabulating tables..and blog surfing..heh..
fidel's blog is quite interesting and entertaining..hah
and daphne's poem too..
heh.
oh well...was mapling...but i think i should like turn the labby off and go read my textbooks..
thou shalt mug like a mugger.
After a full circle..i'm back with you.
MD is cool.. :)
i'm glad i went today.
but i'm sad that liwei and MD are flying to australia soon.
gah.
i realised after going in a full circle..
note: the circle isn't 2 dimensional..
it's 3 dimensional...
with the starting point at an elevation..
maybe i should do a drawing..
we'll see...
anyway..i need to get my lab report done..
and..
'THANKS AR GLORI' for announcing the 'ex-love of my life' so loudly in church today..
-___________-
oh dear..
ryan is my favouritest super-est guy in MS...
cuz he has all the good stuff that i cant find when i go thru all the stupid forum pages..
ha..
:D
oh dear..
i need to kick the habit of saying 'oh dear'
it sounds so...british...hahaha
reminds me of some old brit woman in her tea parlour..
haha
like..
'oh dear..the tea's too cold my good man...etc.'
anyway..i'm abit nuts right now..
because..msn and google and blogger was weird and screwed up last night..
ended up flipping my physical chemistry textbook and falling asleep in the weirdest most weird position..
oh..
and
WHY CAN'T ANY OF MY WEEKS GO PAST WITHOUT ANY FORM OR SORT OF EXCITMENT????
yours truly is the gruppe leader for my polymer project..
and i'm like in group Topaz..
the gods must be mocking me...
there i am..trying sooo hard to find Topazes in maplestory to make my blardy wand..
and there i am...assigned to group TOPAZ.
-faints-
well..the one thing good about this is that...
my group members are nice..i think and hope..
ahhh..
i know like everyone..and with my wonderfully good PR skills...
bonding together isn't a problem...
:D
but..
they're superduper smart..
so like the group can prolly run without me..
heh..
:D
yay!
i dunno lar..
anyway..
how can you recycle the materials of used rubber products...like CONDOMS and gloves etc..
it's sorta kinda what the topic is..
-shrugs-
weird teacher.
being the super duper intellectual person that i am..
i'm delving into deep reading these days..
as in...
REALLY deep reading...
the thing is..
i'm reading this month's HBR- Harvard Business Review-
and it's interesting..
really..(no sarcasm)
to read about the brightest brains..in terms of businesses..
and i think i might be suffering from ADD - attention-deficit disorder
hmm..
ok..
back to the books...gotta meet mel at around 12 to mug..
tut's at 4..
weird timing...
i still can't get over it..
sheese..
but before you think that either i'm ultra-rich..or an ultra weirdo who is willing to fork out 30++bucks for a magazine...however nicely its name sounds...
I'M NOT!
i didn't pay for it..i found it on the dining table this morning...
yeah..
oh well..
it's 30+bucks a mag...which is super thin...
anyway..if i'm willing to pay 10bucks for 1 serving of choya...erm..even tho the bottle looks nice...am i turning into an alcoholic?
oh dear..
perhaps i would really need this wine in hopefully a decade or two down the road..
California vintners in the Napa Valley area, which primarily produces Pinot Blanc, Pinot Noir and Pinot Grigio wines, have developed a new
hybrid grape that acts as an anti-diuretic. It is expected to reduce the number of trips older people have to make to the bathroom during
the night.
The new wine will be marketed as Pino More.
Wona day I'm gonna to Malta to biga hotel. Ina morning, I go downa to eata breakfast. I tella waitress I wanna 2 pieces of toast. She brings me only one piece. I tell her I want to piss. She say go to the toilet. I say you no understand, I want to piss on the my plate. She say you better not piss on the plate you son of a beach (bitch). I don't even know the lady and she calling me son of a beach (bitch).
Later I go to eata at a bigger restaurant. The waitress brings me a spoon and a knife but no fock (fork). I tella I wanted the fock. She telle me everyony wanna fock. I tella you no understand, I wanna fock on the table. She say you better not fock on the table, you son of a beach.
So I go back to my home ina hotel. And there is no sheets on the bed. Call the manager, I'm telle him, I wanna sheet. He telle me to go to the toilet. I say you no understand I wanna sheet on my bed. He say you better not sheet on the bed, you son of a beach.
I go to the checkout and the man at the desk say "peace on you" and I say "piss on you, too, you son of a beach". I'm gonna back to Italia. Arrivederci.
just got back from my tutorial class..
the 'cute-when-looking-from-far' TA didn't look that cute at all up-close-and-personal..
but he was nice..with his japanese slang and all.
:)
oh..after forcing the sanguine in me out..
i kinda sorta made 2 acquaintances..
yeah...yr 1 kids..
and well..i was like..'are you from pjc? cuz you look familiar'
and she's like..'err..no? i'm from njc..'
and i'm like..'ohhh...sorry..'
man..
that so sounded like a pickup line..
gah.
-bangs head on the wall-
oh well..after class popped by to my funky near neighbourhood called pasir panjang..
cuz they have a COLD STORAGE and a GUARDIAN.
:)
bought face cream and stuffs
and caught a glimpse of what my fridge will look like when i live alone..
i bought super random items like..
2 cans of corn..
1 pack of kumquats..
4 mandarin oranges..
1 beef.
erm..and 1 block of chocolate..
ohh..and 2 packets of crabsticks.
hahaha
:D
super weird no?
:)
i'm going to eat my cow now.
Imagine a life without limits.
i've got a new photo concept..
prolly making it my project for this year..
we'll see..
if it works...you'll prolly see it during Christmas..
:)
Artist: Damien Rice and Lisa Hannigan Lyrics
Song: The Blower's Daughter Lyrics
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new
If you believe in love at first sight, you never stop looking.
jude law is quite cute..
hmm..
but closer is a chim show...
don't really understand it.......
cant believe i skipped a lecture for this show..
heh.
If you believe in love at first sight... Take a closer look.
oh well..
i ought to get ready to go to school now.
Those who love at first sight are traitors at every glance. (Italy)
wahahahahahahaha....
anyway..who knows how to do this maths qn?
it's sec 3 by the way..
A rectangular tank can be filled with water by 2 pipes in 100/9 min. If the larger pipe alone takes 5 min less to fill the tank than the smaller pipe, find the time each pipe takes to fill the tank.
i stared at the screen for a while before giving up..
and my oh so smart shifu managed to solve it in less than 5mins..
and then TODAY...i was blog-surfing and apparently..
it was my shimu who came up with the solution...
hmmm..
unless..my shifu did it..and gave it to my shimu to do...
hmmm....
-shrugs-
anyway...if anyone is interested...
i died at 12midnight..
so horrible right?
totally no stamina ok...
sheese..
but i managed to finish a chapter of physical chem before i died.
and i slept till 9am...
9hrs of sleep..
Woohoo..
:D
oh..i'm skipping physical chem lecture today..
no point going there to bum and stone.
anyway...Qn of the Day.
WHAT IS A TURTLEDOVE?
me thinks that it's a turtle with wings of a dove.
glori thinks that it's a dove with a screwed neck.
jiehui thinks that it's a chocolate bar. geddit? Dove chocolate bar?
i wonder if anyone thinks that it's a type of shower cream..geddit?Dove shower cream?
ethel thinks that it's a bird.
and she's telling me everything she knows about turtledoves..like..how they appeared in Home Alone..and that they usually come in pairs..where you keep one for yourself and give the other to that special someone..and she still says that a turtledove looks like a dove.
yingchao doesn't know..
joel say that it's a bird. but...a more imaginative answer from him is...probably it walks clumsily on the ground thats why its named turtle but looks like a dove.
taemin is ignoring me. -pouts-
hahaha..
:)
i think i am easily amused.
ps. a turtledove is a pigeon.. see this.
so dumb right?
i mean....since it's a type of pigeon...then why not call it a 'Turtlepigeon'?
why 'turtledove'?
glori thinks that a 'turtlepigeon' sounds dumb..
but me says that...'then a 'turtledove' sounds very smart meh?'
and me also says that...'it's sounds like a by-product of an orgy between a dove and a turtle.'
and me also says that..'a turtle swims in the water..a dove flies...so..a turtledove walks??'
and glori thinks 'yar.'
-shrugs-
if i die at home...it's all miss chiang jingjing's fault!
the above was written in the afternoon...while we were viewing the sydney photos...
concluded that josh and tiff really look very cute together...
ha.
:D
anyway....if anyone cares...i almost died..really..because of JING.
i got a mini-gun firing squad here.
and the verdict about my driving is....erm...well....dangerous...but i'm like very good with emergency brakes. you can ask jing. she experienced it..
well..it wasnt' really an emergency brake i guess...
i mean...from 60km/hr to 0km/hr in less than 1min...isn't an emergency brake right?
besides i wasnt' even going FAST.
anyway...showed Mrs Rod my hair and stuff and told her about the ex-love of my life.
haha
i think she was pretty amused.
:D
oh well..had a nice afternoon with jing..
lunched at sakae..because of HER chawanmushi..and dessert-ed at Coffee Club...with Fondue!
i still think my version of a FONDUE is BETTER.
like...WAY WAY WAY BETTER.
ask anyone who went on the sydney trip.
GO.
ha.
:)
but i reckon my drive back home from piano was pretty good..
didn't make no emergency brakes.
i mean...if i had to...i'll prolly like die already or something...
cuz like...
i was driving like 120km/hr...
i'm serious.
but there weren't many cars then...on the semi-freeway.
:)
i think i can't drive well with a person chattering next to me..
eg. driving instructor(s), parent(s) and friend(s).
talking to myself is another thing altogether tho.
i like talking to myself.
when i do that..it seems to me that i really do matter..albeit the fact that i only matter to myself..
but..oh well..
i still do matter.
i think i'm going to study today until the sun comes up...or i drop dead..whichever comes first..
my bets are with me dropping dead.
heh.
oh well...
going to hit the showers..and the bang on the books or something.
 | You scored as Garnet. Fired-up, full of energy and rearing to go, garnet-girls (or guys :-P) are blessed with inner passion and strength. They would rather not give up on what they want and are generally very exciting people :-). Also, tell me if Im wrong, but the garnet-type personality is often accompanied with good health, as which the gems themselves promote.
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You Are 19 Years Old |
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 You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! |
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You Are a Dreaming Soul |
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
The fear of being imperfect -- Atelophobia
The fear of Peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth- Arachibutyrophobia
one thing's for sure...i do not have a fear of Wine- Oenophobia
never ever.
fear of long words --- Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia (WOAH)
and i think jing's suffering from this...fear of Frogs- Batrachophobia.
ohh..
it's official.
my crush on him is OVER!
ha.
the love of my life lasted for exactly 1 week
haha..
i'm not surprised are you?
haha
Joel calls him Lust of my life..
and i agree..
so..he's one of the Lusts of my life..
hahaha
pam says that i'm breaking my record...
hahaha
:D
Note to self..
please remember to bring Jack's Japan and Singapore readings and what-nots for Zhongming on Friday..
i've got a feeling that i might be killed..
i mean...after forgetting to bring them two weeks in a row...
and only realising it when i see Jack..
and then i go.."OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT!!!!"
heh.
oh well..
japan tutorials start this week..
and i'll be ALONE!
luckily i'm going to S/U it..
so..i'm not THAT worried about it...
a decent essay written by me..with ideas contributed by a history student and editing and stuff...hahahaha...me thinks majority of the work might be done by him...but do not tell him...haha..
-evil laugh-
oh..had an interesting day today..despite the LONG AND BORING HOURS...
and yes..i STAYED thru the ENTIRE day.
heh.
we have code names for some guys...
TG = Mun's guy...hahahahaha
He/Him = Jeremy...we had to think of a name before we paiseh ourselves tmr..
and
Ignatius became Small face guy
and smart guy in polymer = Bryan became..Brian the Brain..
hahaha
and my 'anal' lecturer was super straight...
her dress was...erm...straight...as in...NO CURVES AT ALL...
o__O
and...it struck me today that...
i am sitting nearer and nearer to the lecturer with every lecture...besides Bettens and polymers..
maybe it's because there are only 30 people in polymers and so that really restricts one's movement...
and Bettens is just boring..
oh well..on the other hand...
i'm going to buy earrings tmr..
and something else...
the Bazaar that's happening is HAPPENING...
haha
mun fell in love with all the rings they were selling..
and me with the earrings..
i prolly won't be eating lunch tmr...
will be shopping instead.
-beams-
oh..tmr is officially WE-SEE-JEREMY Day
ha.
oh...dearest shuhui will be coming back soon..
and i want krispy kremes and chocolates! and maybe some german storybooks...
i need to talk to her soon!!!!
oh...here's the link to Bellaceti
my favouritest online shop now...the stuff there are sooo pretty esp sweetpea earrings...and the olivine bracelet and the lana barrette...
<3
and this is the bracelet...
Went to O'Briens just now..
caught a glimpse of some of their photo-poster thingys hanging on the walls..
and they look real good.
so yours truly went to checkout the O'Briens website..
and they actually host annual photography competition..
and MY photographer teacher from PJC has an entry there!!
and it's nice...
LUKE LUKE LUKE!!
better msg him something stupid soon and drop hints of borrowing his DSLR...
heh...
meeting him isn't a problem...he works in NUS..
HA!
haha..
i'm having quite interesting conversations with a guy from my course..
he's ok-looking...
but oh well...
my target is still fixed on the graduate guy..
haha
:)
but this guy's nice..
he helped me get 5/5 for my stupid online quiz..
hahaha
oh well...
i think i ought to do my readings now...
prolly will be meeting jing tmr for lunch..
we'll see..
oh...and i've got an email from agnes!!
-beams-
oh...regarding the minefield at home...
i stepped on the mine and died.
spent the day cleaning the room and toilet and dying...
me thinks the room is presentable..
me mum thinks not.
-bleargh-
it's always a minefield when chinese new year comes.
seriously.
i would trade all the ang pows i get for this holiday to just GO AWAY.
because when there is chinese new year...there's spring cleaning.
and well...
having a mother barking like a general at her minions does not make one to fully appreciate this holiday. or rather slaveday.
now..the general is in my bedroom..
complaining about my upkeep, or rather lack of upkeep, of my room..
i know my room is sloppy..but it's cozy..
and cut me some slack...
i've got no maid.
i've got no daily or weekly or monthly help..
and i've got to upkeep a toilet and a room!!
plus my study table which prolly hasn't seen the daylight in ages...
and she's complaining about my bed not being made nicely...and i really don't see a point in that...i mean...i'll jump into it again in like 12hrs time...so...what's the big deal? it's pure redundancy in my opinion.
i've cleaned the scum from my toilet..the bowl and the sink and the shower..
it's so scummy..
and i decided to take cover with the rest of the family.
no point crossing the path of a woman with a mission.
so after agreeing that my room is a total mess, the study table is horrible for someone to study and the bed is like a pigsty and that i'll clear this sloppy excuse for a bedroom...
and example would be...
"what are these plastic bags doing in your room?"
"ahh...i will clear it later"
"they have been there for months"
"BUT BUT BUT i only got them last month in december..." --> (mental conversation)
the coward in me just replied..
"ok ok...i'll clear it..."
and i ran..
ran out of the room and into the dining room..where everything here looks normal..
i prolly should just immerse myself in either the piano or my tutorials...so that i won't be called upon to do some cleaning.
gah. and you wonder why i dislike chinese new year.
man...i would really gladly pay for some help around the house.
that's why my future place would prolly be a studio apartment..and minimal stuff...
ha.
and then my sloppy excuse of an apartment shall only be open to other sloppy apartment owners.
so that no one will comment on my sloppiness.
i think something's wrong with my system today..
i'm overly happy.
erm...
yar...
emotional rollercoaster i assume..
hmm..
oh wells...
anyway...thank you my dear joel...if im in a bad state and you're online...i'll complain to you okays?
heh.
like what i told yc ages ago...
'next time if i'm liddat and i call you...you better don't hang up on me'
heh..
that was after his offer to lend a listening ear..
:)
oh well..i think im happy because i've cleared my part of the report and some ARE U DUMB site that joel sent me...and i'm miyagi-ing...and i've cleared 2 out of 5 qns of my quiz...even tho it really should have been 3 out of 5...but they don't trust me...and their reasonings were...'IT CANNOT BE SO EASY ONE LAR..HOW CAN THE ANSWER BE ZERO?'
man...
the lecturer is GIVING 1% of the final grade for anyone who bothers answering (a) to all the questions without thinking..
what makes you think he isn't generous??
i mean..it's not as if he has to fork out cold hard cash for every mark he gives us...RIGHT?
sigh..
people nowadays just don't trust easily. (ok..fine...i fall into that sometimes too...)
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE..
fine..
it's not so serious..
but i'm kinda irritated with the word 'iz'
i mean...
it's 'IS' not 'iz'
aiyo.
it's not like your 's' button is spoilt!
and then...
ALL becomes 'al'
what rubbish is this???!!!???
if the author of the dictionary wants the english language simplified...
the book would prolly be 5 pages thick!!
man..
and..i love the english dictionary..
i cannot live without it..
especially during boogle games..
ask esther if you don't believe me.
-grins-
--update--
direct quote from the conversation..
"oh den urs iz nx wk la"
note the iz and the nx..
is the 't' button so ridiculously far away such that one isn't able to press it??
and i've got the discussion part to write for the lab report..she's got the results...and...if i must say..results are easier...it's a matter of punching in the numbers and typing the answer out..and...gah..redundancy.
ohh..anyway..with regards to the abovementioned quote..
the gist of what happened was...
i was asking them when my tutorials were starting one...because it's an alternate week tutorial..
and theirs were on the even weeks...which will start on the following week..
so..after checking my emails and what-nots, i found out that mine's on the odd weeks..
and she said..'oh den urs iz nx wk la'
pure redundancy.
i mean..DOH.
quite obvious right?
since tuts start next week...and the following week is an 'even'..
go figure.
gah..
i think my patience limit is running very very low.
I'm quite super duper SHEEPish (Baaa Baaa..) about the way i've been acting these past few days.
heh.
pretty isolated myself in a cocoon.
heh.
oh well..
i sorta found out the real cause of it...or at least 70% of what went wrong..
*whispers* it's PMS season..
erm..yeah
seriously.
so.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PRAYERS, CONCERNS and EVERYTHING SINGLE THING!
yup yup..
peeps like pam and yingchao and glori..
heh.
oh well..
i've squandered 1.5days of my holidays bumming and reading totally useless storybooks...
i've got an online quiz to submit by monday 12noon, a lab report dued for submission on sunday night, piano homework dued on wednesday, and loads of readings i guess...
and so far...only the piano hw's done..
oh..
and i ponned church today..
erm....i ponn-ed both FMC and FCBC..
heh...was supposed to go over to FCBC today...
pete wanted to talk..
and FMC's having Super Saturday today...
heh.
oh well...at least i'm being fair by ponning both...
fine....it's an excuse...
but really..
i finished like prolly 11km or maybe it was really 8km...but it felt like 11km..this morning..
and i went to my aunt's place to watch cartoons and bum around and do my homework and eventually falling asleep...
really tired..
oh...for those who know about the grandparents situation at home...well...it's solved...all thanks to the tsunami and my aunt who has excellent PR skills.
she ended up making my granddad tear..
heh.
oh well..back to my chromatographies...
it's amazing how i can so totally be pissed and yet talk crap at the same time.
if you're confused.
i really am pissed.
the talking crap is just a fake front.
why bother baring your soul to the world when she doesn't care?
if a facade is what you want..
a facade is what you're going to get.
this might be abit extreme.
but i would think that i'm ready to meet my Maker now.
this instant.
and i'll shrug and say i failed.
big deal.
i seriously don't give a fuck or a flying rat's arse.
whichever you prefer.
new song on the blogs.
wanted this one.
but Mr Big will do for now.
it's nice too.
Maybe - Emma Bunton
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Love isn't funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It's just a game that you play
And when you get it
They're gonna take it away
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definately know
That maybe
Maybe I'm in love
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
So if you want it
You wanna come out to play
Then you can have it
Cos he's got plans for the day
And if I want it
There's no one out there for me
When you don't need it
There's plenty fish in the sea
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definately know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can't I let go
This is not like me
But now I definately see
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I'm in love
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
But I don't think so (but I don't think so)
Maybe I definately know (oh-oh-oh)
Why do I keep fooling myself (why)
Why can't I let go (why can't I let go)
This is not like me (this is not like me)
But now I definately see (definately)
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I'm in love
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Ba-da-da-da-da, ba-da-da-da-da-da
Love isn't funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It's just a game that you play
And when you get it
They're gonna take it away
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe it's all just in my mind
Maybe I'm foolish
Maybe it's just a waste of time
But I don't think so
Maybe I definately know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can't I let go
This is not like me
But now I definately see
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I'm in love
Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da
Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da
Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da
Ba da da da da
Ba da da da da da
i just realised that i have officially NO privacy.
which means.
i can't declare my love for jeremy the TA on my msn nick.
i really would. i think.
but....
I CAN'T!!
because.
i just added a whole new group into my msn list.
the applied chem group.
which means.
everyone else in my class will know that i have a huge, super huge and extremely huge crush on jeremy!
and this will NOT be good for my rep.
oh well...
whatever.
the general opinion says that jeremy is shuai.
general = cal, rene, joel, jac, pam, yc
pete didn't want to comment
kun says negative.
bleargh.
oh..and he added a new photo in friendster today.
nice.
:)
i think he's a walking oxymoron.
i think i'll just upload his photo for the world to see..
-beams-
look at his shoulders....super broad...nice.
it's offical.
i am a stalker
ha
and im really grinnning from ear to ear.
first time actually since the year began.
hahahaha
i found HIM on friendster
heh
and we are connected!!!
i mean...he only has like 16 friends..
what are the chances that we'll be connected?
heh
i am in love.
or rather in crush.
or in lust.
or wadever.
i don't really care.
-drools-
bugger bugger bugger...
trying to chiong mrs rod's homework now.
piano at 7pm.
the plan today was good.
do theory on the way to school and on the way back and do everything else from 12-wadever time.
but.
i got distracted.
anyway..
i think my eyes are quite bad.
gah.
oh...
congratulations on my new shimu..
heh
-grins-
i'm happy for yc..
yay!!
yeah...technically...i would have found out about this much sooner..
but i was wallowing in my mood swings..
and didn't talk much to others..
so..
yeah...
i'm sorrrryyyyyy
oh well..
at least i remembered to ask him today...or else i'll prolly never ever know it...
aiyo...
the labs have INVADERS from the DARK SIDE.
RUN FOR YOUR LIFES.
wadever.
the thing is..
we've got 2 TERRORISTS.
they thrive on terrorising US, the innocent and blur students.
super fierce..
and they removed poor nice-to-bully KERK!
ok..fine..
he finished his term and didn't have to be a TA anymore..
but still!!!!
anyway...thank God Wati was still around..
aiyo...
and mdm toh also...
and siti...
so...ive got 3 nice people...
:)
plus there's another new TA today...
he's called JEREMY...he smelt SUPER GOOD..and he's SUPER SHUAI...
reminds me of my ex tuition teacher...maybe it's his brother ar...
hmmm...
he is super shuai!!!!!!!!
then his bod...
wah....
-drools-
he is my motivation to wake up and be punctual for labs every week!
TARGET TARGET TARGET!!!
but he played a few groups out lar...teach wrong stuff..
heh...but he speaks real softly...and his voice is abit deep..
hahaha...but NICE
:)
then he spoke chinese to us halfway..and poor vin was like HUH?
then he was like...Sorry sorry..i forgot you don't understand chinese..
so cute..
i'm lovesicked..
heh...
ohhhhhhhhh......i love jeremy!!!!!!
bod plus brains!!!
aiyo....
PERFECT!
10/10!!!!!
Funniest piece of shit i've seen all week.
ha.
btw, the VERSE John 3:16 is For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
so.
yeah.
funniest piece of shit.
question of the day..
how do you wish someone happy death anniversary?
anyway.
i miss mickey..
he has been gone for exactly 365 days.
:(
my favouritest dog..
bleargh.
having severe mood swings now.
been going on for quite a while.
thanks wasserfrau + weiyao + yingchao for the concern.
i'll be fine soon.
i hope.
oh well.
had a quarrel with the fucking world today.
feeling quite lousy.
made peace with my mum and dad tho.
but i'm still ignoring my brother.
he deserves it.
anyway.
that's about it.
before i forget..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGNES!
i'll find a picture to upload soon..i promise..
anyway..
this semester..
i need to cut down and cut back.
rescheduling some stuff and cutting back on others..
piano on mondays will prolly be rescheculed to wednesdays..if izura(no idea how to spell her name) is willing to swap *crosses fingers*
tuesdays evenings will be spent chionging wednesdays' tutorials..
wednesdays will be piano day..i hope..plus pia-ing lab reports day
events on thursdays will be cut..and i'll mug at home instead.
fridays are official camping in central library or anywhere studiable days.
saturdays are church days..
and sundays are studying days..
currently squeezing maplestory..a couple of hours per day..
i'll drop it to 1hr per day with effect from next week.
readings are piling up..
because i'm churning them out everyday..
so...i need to read.
and i've got textbooks..
1 horribly expensive one which i bought. and 2 more which are borrowed for erm...6mths? heh..and 1 more is on the reserved list.
ohhhh
i need to do work.
prolly unclutter my desk on friday...
too much negative energy..
a quote at 830am in the morning..by DR TAKASHI TERADA of my japan and singapore module.
"(after finishing his short summary on what he would be teaching us) Do you have any questions? If not, I'm going home to continue my sleep"
hahaha...super funny lecturer..he has to practice waking up at 8am for our lecture..he apparently has until march to practice..
heh.
oh well..
that's all that happened today.
so boring.
oh..and i bought a moose for ethel..belated bday present.ha.
aiyo..joshua...how to change my layout?
i've got NO TIME..
first day of school and i'm converted to a mugger.
and i will stay a mugger.
had 4 modules out of my current 5 today..
and it was a rollercoaster ride..
the first lecture was a WOAH. cuz it's by eugene khor..have to pay attention and not fall asleep even tho it's at 8am in the morning..
next reason is because the class is super small...only 30 kids..aiyo...
tsk tsk..
then next was physical chemistry..that ang mor bettens is sooo boring..and he knows it's boring too..so it's good..
and for once i think the aussie accent is..
-faints-
then it's off to the arts faculty to meet mel and jack and the history kids for erm...singapore history..
heh..
quite a fun module cuz i'm sitting next to mel..and jack managed to print notes that were uploaded only at 10am TODAY...yay! so i wasn't really a lost child..
see....i copied notes from mel..and she took some from jack..so..we've got the notes of a HISTORY MAJOR!
woohoo..
then it was a 2hr break...soooo boring...took only 1 hr to eat and 1 hr of bumming around..
then.
it was analytical chem..super simple with molarity and molality and aiya..it's the mole concept..
but...
i don't think it's as easy as this..
so..
i'm so screwed on mondays..
gonna go off now to do my readings..
i'm gonna work hard and play not so hard.
-determined-
anyway...nus peeps..friday is official mugging day...call if you wanna mug..busy only at 2-4pm..alternate weeks.
:)
i just realised this last night..
this holidays..
i'll been mapling too much..
it's prolly an addiction..
and it isn't good.
cuz..
the conversations i have with others are not as in depth as it used to be.
i'll chat only when my character's healing or something.
and well...my priority shifted.
i'm super sorry about this..
and i'm gonna kick maplestory soon.
school starts tmr
and i've got no idea where i'm supposed to be at..
pass the dagger please..
i need to kill myself..
for the first time in 2005.
i'm going on a temporary hiatus.
i need to settle some issues.
i'm not feeling good at all.
don't miss me.
i hope i'll be back soon.
My timetable is finally out!
and i'll be doing nation building with mel!!
yay!!
:)
but i'm taking it as a history module tho..
sigh..
the last time i checked...
singapore's history is short and boring..
gah.
oh well..
this sem..
i'll be doing 3 chemistry modules and 2 history modules..
yay!
:)
right.
ohhh..
i'm so glad i didn't managed to get my perfumes module..
because...
the last time i checked...
it has opened up another 200 places...
and the bids were only around 100-200++
and they had to bid 600++ for their place..
if i'm them...i prolly would puke blood and die or something
ha
:)
tralalala..
i'm quite happy..
cuz i've got 2 history modules..
and...guess what..
Jack's a HISTORY major!
Whoopeedoo!
ha.
Poll!
DO I HAVE A DAO FACE?
currently...
it's 3 vs 2
3 = serene, josh, jh
2 = ethel, glori
so...DO I?
edit*
yc says that i DON'T have a dao face..
so..
it's 3vs3
YAY!!!
anyway...the morning joke of the day..
nicholas cage's pot belly...the bigger a national treasure he can store
heh. cuz i was talking about his VISIBLE pot belly in national treasure.
:)
facial recipes..
:)
woohoo!
as such, i'm taking pretty shitty modules this semester.
i seriously need to get this 2 modules now.
it's like the only backup plan that i have.
-wails-
i'm not going to take a same module as melissa AGAIN.
sigh.
on the other hand..
i hope jack still has his project....
heh
:)
there is a chance that i might ended up like pete khoo..
i ate 3 eggs in less than an hour...
seriously hope i won't get protein overdose..
but he ate 10 eggs i think...
hmm..
oh well..
eggs are good.
and..i won't be taking the perfumes module..
but ill be taking intro to cybercrime..
woohoo..
i hope.
in other news..
i love kate spade..her frames look good.. <3
heh
but jack spade's better than kate spade tho...
i wonder why..
i so feel like taking a knife and stabbing myself repeatedly..
I MISSED Corrinne May's performance at the Esplanade!
and it was free admission too...
oh no..
-faints-
and sybil is trying to get me to go for some chinese musical...
Nooo..
i can't bear the language barrier...
Nooo..
As i blog surfed thru the many links of my friends..
i am disillusioned..
really.
so many of us changed throughout the years.
i mean..
fine.
i DO NOT harbour the thought that everything will forever be the same.
and i DO think that change is good.
but...
obviously changing for the better is *thumbs up*
whilst changing for the worst is *thumbs down*
right?
sigh.
sianz.
i got outbidded.
gah.
i blame it on i dunno..heck care attitude?
perhaps i thought all along i would get it.
i mean..i bidded 200pts..
i'll up the stakes the next round..
maybe 500 or perhaps even showhand...which would prolly be 1500points..
:)
i can afford that risk...
worst case scenario...i'll take an arts module.
:)
SU RUIKUN..IF YOU'RE READING THIS....
YOU ARE IN TROUBLE.
BIG TIME.
I OFFICIALLY DON'T FRIEND YOU.
HMMP.
(ha!)
my stalker's flying!!
tonight.
:)
have fun over in sydney..
remember to pop over to bondi to see the sunbathers and stuff
heh..since it's summer and all..
:)
i went in winter.
doh.
not that i wanted to see anything..
tralala..
anyway..
my God works miracles..
and what i've lost..it's been found again.
so..
YAY!
erm..
yar..this is a pointless entry...
oh..the miracle tee shirt will get it's first showing today..
i'll be wearing it for piano..
ha.
actually..i wear lok kok clothes to piano..
since i'm driving and only the security guards at both condos and my teacher will be seeing what i'm wearing..
:)
I AM: a miracle.
I WANT: to retire at 60 with a million bucks in the bank.
I HAVE: a pair of eyes, a nose, a mouth and two ears.
I WISH: for *drumrolls* WORLD PEACE! no seriously..i wish that the world will be less screwed up.
I HATE: being pessimistic and having low-self esteem.
I MISS: you and you and you.
I FEAR: erm..being blind? not knowing what lies ahead.
I HEAR:
I WONDER: when school starts..heh..
I REGRET: the stupid things i've done in life.
I LOVE: Him.
I ALWAYS: talk alot..crap alot..sleep alot.
I DANCE: i do?
I SING: songs.
I CRY: myself to sleep..when i've got mood swings..
I AM NOT ALWAYS: talkative..right.. :)
I LOST: erm..my sense of direction?
I CONFUSE: myself, and others..it's a hobby you see..
I NEED: coffee.
I SHOULD: start mugging soon.
Yes or No
u keep a diary
- An online one, yes.
u like to cook
- not too bad..it's the cleaning up that i hate.
u hav a secret u hav not shared with anyone
- i think so..
u believe in love
- nuh huh..
Do you
Have a/any crush/es
- have = no..had = yes
Wan to get married
- erm...lemme think...i think so..
Think u're a health freak
- erm...no? im a junkie!!
Do you get along well with your parents
- Yeah..
Favourite
NUMBER(S): 12,24..go figure.
COLORS: orange, black, blue, white, green.
DAY: erm...anyday?
MONTHS: December
FOOD: chocolate and ice cream..
DRINKS: water's good.
SEASON: Autumn, winter
SPORT: channel surfing? heh..swimming's good..and canoeing..
Preferences
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: dunno?
CHOCOLATE MILK OR VANILLA: Chocolate.
CRIED? huh?
HELPED SOMEONE? Yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? today? nope.
GOTTEN SICK? yes.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? Yes...
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? This is stupid.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? hmmm.
TALKED TO AN EX? hmmmm
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? Online journal. I don't write then- I type.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? erm...latest serious talk was last night with pete.
HUGGED SOMEONE? yar..
FOUGHT WITH UR PARENTS? Physically, no. Verbally, yes.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? erm...yar?
PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? YEAHH! MAPLE!!!
For Girls:
What kinds of boy do u like?
1. Handsome or gentle?
errrm....gentle? but not to the state of erm...err...not SUPER DUPER gentle..
2. Confident or shy?
A little bit of both.
3. Cute or Cool?
Cool. But he'll be cute sub-consciously ehh.
4. Chinito or big eyes?
no preference..
5. Friendly or picky?
Friendly. Sociable..like ME.
6. Fashionable or casual?
He'll have his own style..im seriously not changing any answers here..heh
7.Interesting or funny?
Definitely both. Loads of both.
8. Mysterious or out-in-the-open?
Mysterious is romantic whilst out-in-the-open is romantic too. Fine, both.
9.Intelligent or witty?
Witty.
10.Conversationalist or more than words?
More than words. Words work alot.
11.Rich or middle class?
It doesn't matter.
12.Romantic or buddy type?
BOTHHHHH. Die lahh, how to find my ideal guy like that?
13.Intellectual or sporty?
intellectual?
14.Cuddly or has to be a good kisser?
huh? i dunnooooo...
15.nice teeth or nice eyes?
AIYOO. BOTHHHH!!!
16.Understanding or patient?
Wahh. Both.
17.Musician or athlete?
Musician.
18.Smoker or non-smoker?
Non-smoker please.
19.Drinker or non-drinker?
Social drinker?
20.Traditional or go-with-the-flow?
Go-with-the-flow.
21.Adventure seeker or laid back?
Laid back.
22.Long or short hair?
Not those tie hair long can already.
23. <170cm or >170cm?
Taller than 170cm.
24.Wear glasses or contact lens?
huh? anything lar.
25.Good listener or good teller?
Both.
26. Is there a guy like your type?
I believe there is.
wah lau...so long winded man...
STOP DATING YOUR CHURCH. (an excerpt)
Jack and Grace met through a mutual friend. From day one they seemed to be the perfect match. Grace was everything Jack had always wanted. She was beautiful, outgoing, and caring—always there when Jack needed her.
For the first five months they were inseparable. Jack could hardly think of anything but Grace. He didn't need to look further, he told friends. "She's the one."
Now almost three years have passed. Jack still enjoys the comfort and familiarity of being with Grace, but the spark is gone. Grace's flaws seem more obvious. He's not sure he finds her as attractive as he once did. And he's beginning to resent all the time she wants to spend with him.
One night, when she asks if they can define the nature of their relationship, Jack blows up. "We're together, aren't we?" he asks angrily. "Why isn't that enough for you?"
Obviously, Jack isn't ready for commitment. And it's unclear if he ever will be...
Have you ever been in a relationship like this? I'm writing this book because I believe God has something better for you. He wants you in a relationship defined by both passion and commitment. But before you can take hold of this wonderful plan, you need to know something about this couple. There are millions of Jacks walking around today. And Grace isn't a girl.
Grace is a church.
jamie's quite pissed right now.
so i'll cut the crap.
on the 31st of dec..
i Froze wenkai's chicken.
and i'm super sorry and paiseh-ed.
cuz like the tub really looks ice-cream tubbish.
so.
-shrugs-
next..dear pam was eating gui ling gao for dinner.
o__O
i'm sorry for not ta-pao-ing the leftovers for you.
maybe next time when you're starving i'll call pizza for you.
:)
so..i spent the last few minutes of 2004 and the first few minutes of 2005 with our dear dewen.
he's grown..from the stupid kid i knew in sec 2 to this GUY now.
i'm quite proud of him really.
so..yar.
i got home BEFORE midnight just for him ok..heh.
:)
anyway...first day of 2005 was quite shitty.
had a minor world war at home.
went for a family gathering..
and i love charmaine..that's my niece..
she's my favourite-st niece.
:)
she's super cute and stuff..and she's 2years+
the nephew is cute too..
body slamming into a pile of tissue boxes is super cool.
so..
erm..
did i mentioned i got a personalised t-shirt from glori for my b'day?
it's cool. and i love it.
ill prolly hug it to bed every night or something.
so..
today's quite bad too.
with all the rain and stuff.
and i'm sleeping too much.
but the book's good.
book = i kissed dating goodbye.
good.
plus i read the bible last night.
so..good for me.
but i'm quite pissed now.
gah.
and jiehui is cute.
he's quite good at guessing tho.
heh.
and i'm talking to pete khoo about serious stuff now.
ultra serious..to me.
Jamie
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My Bloginality is ESTP!!!
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Andrew.
Cal.
Carys.
Chee Ling.
Chloe.
Crystal.
Daphne.
Elroi.
Esther.
Ethan.
Ethel.
Eugene.
Gerald.
Glorijoy.
Jaclyn.
Jasline.
Jen's photoblog.
Jeremy.
Jiehui.
Jing.
Joshua and Tiffanee.
Jun.
Justin K.
Justin X.
Khim.
Lijun.
Liwei.
Mason.
Michelle Tng.
Michelle Wan.
Mingdao.
Mingui.
Minh.
Reagan.
Ruikun.
Ryan.
Serene.
Sheryl.
Shufen.
Shuhui.
Smelly Cat.
Steffie.
Tee.
Wenkai.
Winfrid.
Xiaoxuan.
Zhenli.
.Other links.
Wishlist.
Harvest Online.
Billy Graham Evangelistic Association.
Truth for Life.
Jamie O.
Toodle.
Perceptions.
Krinks.
Ctran.
Phlin.
Spidergyrl.
s.l.s.b.
interesting readings.
Freshlatoast.
Absoluteshine.
Ozzyboy.
An interesting blog.with nice photos and stuff
Sydney Photos.
Photoblog.
Photos.
More Photos.
Other Things i read...
BBC.
Baby Blues.
In These Times.
Die Berlinerin.
National Geographic.
Getty Images.
Adobe Kids.
Adobe Photoshop.
Free Translation.
Games to play...
Cartoon Network.
Nickelodeon.
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